it takes a great heart to make a great choice

Please respond urgently.

2011-12-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

Dear Friend,

This mail might come to you as a surprise and the temptation to ignore it as unserious could come into your mind but please consider it a divine wish and accept it with a deep sense of humility.

I am Mr.Mahamsli Ouedraogo the officer in charge of Auditing department of Bank Of Africa (BOA) Ouagadougou Burkina Faso in West Africa, with due respect and Regard, I have decided to contact you on a business transaction that will be very beneficial to both of us at the end of the transaction.

During our investigation and auditing in this Bank, I came across a very huge sum of money belonging to one of our deceased customer who died on Tuesday 10th June 2008 on a plane crash and the fund has been dormant in his account with this bank without any claim of the fund in our Custody either from his family or relation before my discovery to this development. As you can read more from the website bellow:

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/africa/06/10/kenya.crash/index.html

Although personally, I kept this information secret to enable the whole plans and idea be Profitable and successful during the time of execution, the said amount is Twelve million Two Hundred Thousand United States dollars(US$12.2m), as it may interest you to know, I got your impressive information on my search for a reliable partner, I contacted you to be my partner and person to be reliable and capable to champion a business of such magnitude without any problem.

Meanwhile all the arrangement to put claim over this fund as the next of kin to the deceased, get the required approval and transfer this money to a foreign account has been put in Place and directives and needed information will be relayed to you as soon as you indicate your interest and willingness to assist me and also benefit your self to this great business opportunity,In fact I could have done this deal alone but because of my position in this country as a civil servant and we are not allowed to operate a foreign account and would eventually raise eye brow on my side during the time of transfer because I work in this bank.

This is the actual reason why it will require a second party or fellow who will forward claims as the next of kin with affidavit of trust of oath to the bank and also present a foreign account where he will need the money to be re-transferred into on his request as it may be after due verification and clarification by the correspondent branch of the bank where the whole money will be remitted from to your own designation bank account.

I will not fail to inform you that this transaction is 100% risk free, on smooth conclusion of this transaction, you will be entitled to 40% of the total sum as gratification, while 10% will be set aside to take care of expenses that may arise during the time of transfer,while 50% will be for me, please you have been advised to keep "Top Secret" as I am still in service and intend to retire from service after I conclude this deal with you.

I will be monitoring the whole situation here in this bank until you confirm the money in your account, and I will come down to your country for subsequent sharing of the fund according to percentages previously indicated and further Investment.

I suggest you get back to me As soon as possible and also include your personal phone/mobile and fax numbers for easy communication.

Yours faithfully,
Mr.Mahamsli Ouedraogo.
The officer in charge of
Auditing department of
Bank Of Africa(BOA)

Check the document

2011-11-03T08:08:00.000+08:00

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Att:

You are to contact agent Brian for immediate processing/release of your
seized consignment.

Special Agent Brian Lamkin
Federal Bureau of Investigation

(TSUNAMI DISASTER IN INDONESIA / INDIA)

2011-10-30T09:21:00.001+08:00

My dear,

Forgive my indignation if this message comes to you as a surprise and may offend your personality for contacting you without your prior consent and writing through this channel.I got your contact from the proffesional data base found in the internet Yahoo tourist search.When i was searching for a foreign reliable partner.I assured of your capability and reliability to champion this business opportunity.

After series of prayers/fasting.i was divinely directed to contact you among other names found in the data base Yahoo tourist search.I believe that God has a way of helping who is in need.

I am ( TOURE IBRAHIM ),the Head of file Department in African development bank (ADB).In my department we discovered an abandoned sum of $15 MILLION USA DOLLARS, ( FIFTEEN MILLION USA DOLLARS) . In an account that belongs to one of our foreign customer who died along with all his family in the Asia Earth Quake Disaster (TSUNAMI DISASTER IN INDONESIA / INDIA)http://www.cnn.com/ SPECIALS/2004/tsunami. disaster/ .All of his Family lost there lives in the Disaster. Since then I have made several inquiries to his Country embassy to locate any of his client's extended Relatives, this has proved unsuccessful. After these several unsuccessful attempts, unfortunately we learnt that all his supposed next of kin or relation died along side with him at theTSUNAMI DISASTER IN INDONESIA / INDIA leaving nobody behind for the claim. It is therefore upon this discovery that I and one official in my department now decided to make this business proposal to you and release the money to you as the next of kin or relation to the deceased for safety and subsequent disbursement since nobody is coming for it and we don't want this money to go into the bank treasury as unclaimed bill.

The Banking law and guideline here stipulates that if such money remained unclaimed after five (5) years, the money will be transferred into the Bank treasury as unclaimed fund. The request of foreigner as next of kin in this business is occasioned by the fact that the customer was a foreigner, and a Burkinabe cannot stand as next of kin to a foreigner. We agree that 40% of this money will be for you as foreign partner, in respect to the provision of a foreign account,and 60% would be for me and my woman colleague. That means ($6 MILLION USA DOLLARS) ,SIX MILLION USA DOLLARS for you,and ($9 MILLION USA DOLLARS), NINE MILLION USA DOLLARS for me and my partner.There after i will visit your country for disbursement according to the percentages indicated.

All I require is your honest cooperation to enable us seeing this deal through. I guarantee that this will be executed under a legitimate arrangement that will protect you from any breach of the law. Please consider my official positions, reputation and integrity, especially, the opportunities in the business itself, it is very necessary that all due care be taken so that we do not miss the opportunity due to carelessness.

You are therefore expected and advised to display high degree of maturity, responsibility and understanding in handling this information. I will give you all the details in my next mail when you have indicated your interest and commitment to work with me. Always remember that this is the highest confidence and trust any person can repose on the other, especially when it is considered that we did not know ourselves.I hope you will honor me too.

I will come over to join you in your Country for disbursement when the funds hit your account. More so for an effective and easy communication I will advice that you furnish me with your telephone and fax number.Upon receipt of your reply,i will send to you by fax or email the text of the application I will not fail to bring to your notice that this transaction is hitch free and that you should not entertain any atom of fear as all required arrangements have been made for the transfer.

You should reply,and call me on this phone number +226-7853 0001, immediately you go through this mail.Trusting to hear from you immediately.

Your's faithfully,

TOURE IBRAHIM.
FROM (ADB) OUAGADOUGOU BURKINA-FASO.
GOD BLESSINGS,PROTECTIONS AND GUIDIANCE TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY.

(FILL THIS FORM BELLOW PLEASE AND RESEND IT TO ME).

1) Your Full Name..........................
2) Your Age........................... .........
3) Marital Status........................ .....
4) Your Cell Phone Number………..
5) Your Fax Number………………....
6) Your Country………………...........
7) Your Occupation.................... .....
8) Sex........................... ..................
9) Your Religion...................... ........
10) Your Private E-mail Adress........

Urgent attention

2011-09-09T17:42:00.001+08:00

Dear Friend,

I assume that this message will reach you in good health. However, it's just my urgent need for foreign partner that made me to contact you for this transaction. I assured you honesty and reliability to champion this business opportunity.

I'm Joel Zoma, from Burkina Faso West Africa, I'm the foreign operation manager of the Bank of Africa. I have the opportunity of transferring the left over funds what of ($9,6.Million Dollars) from the account of our bank's customer who died along with his entire family in a plane crash.

I am contacting you for this business while the money will be shared between us in the ratio of 50/50,on the acceptance of my proposal, Further details of the transfer will be forwarded to you as soon as i receive your response.

Please indicate your willingness by providing the below information for easy communication.

Full Name...

Contact address...

Tel...

Hoping to hear from you as soon as possible.

Regards

Joel.

Dear Beloved Friend.

2011-09-01T18:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Beloved Friend.

My name is Alex Mutula, the only Son of late General Batista Tagme
Na Mutula, former army chief of staff of Guinea Bissau in West
Africa who was assassinated on March 1 2009 by presidential guards
to the late president Nino Vieira due to his opposition for the
former presidents' dictatorial regime and his involvement in the
illicit drug trade. Soldiers loyal to my late Father also killed the
president few hours later.

My late father knew he will be killed since many attempts has been
made to kill him in the past, hence he told me that he has already
taken care of our future. He informed me that on one of his trips to
inspect a Naval ship being built by a ship building company in
Athens ,Greece ,he deposited a box containing €4,250,000.00 with a
foreign embassy in Europe to be kept in their security vault. He did
not tell them the actual content of the box.

I have now escaped to Ivory Coast with the assistance of some Red
Cross officials who knew that my life is grave danger. If you will
promise to assist me with the investment of the money

without cheating me, kindly respond to this mail, so that I will
give you more information on how to retrieve the box from the embassy.

I am waiting for your immediate response.
God bless you.
Alex Mutula.

Hello

2011-08-19T09:25:00.001+08:00

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2010-06-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

for a moment, i just felt so weak

whats wrong with me?
the moment i stepped out of tuition, i felt very weak. i guess its due to the newly homework. DF. my heart ache. im feeling tired. im feeling weak. im restless. i want to get my work done, but time? concentration? energy? most importantly, motivation? i need them all.

dear haziqah, i know you are strong. treat this like another moment of madness. treat this the way you prepare for O Level. just bare this in mind, its just tougher. it not very tough. apply what you have done, improve it, and im sure you can do it. its a matter of adaptation. yes, i know it had already been half a year. but still. rmb O level? you only started drilling in july. if you can do it during O level, and im sure you can do it again. dont worry. your friends are all around you. you are not the only one facing this. you have the others. you can depend on them. they will always stand by you. only one thing; be yourself. push yourself. and you will succeed!
say this in your heart and mind: haziqah is a bright girl who can do things very well by pushing herself and proving that she worth every challenge.

staying at woodlands library the whole day tmr.

2010-06-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

SHES OUT OF MY LEAGUE
was awesome!!

wanted some fresh air, so went to watch movie with HIDZIR and AFIQ. i knew it hidzir. you were too shy to go out with me right? hahah. tk ya shy2 la. i wont bite people. the most, i will treat you guys seh.
out again? sunday is it hidzir? contact me=]

f up da
DF!!!!!!!!!!
endless homeworks
thanks alot sch
i wonder why you didnt write on the hw list when it was provided by the sch
is it the sch or is it just the department that pissed me off
F LA!

2010-06-23T20:41:00.002+08:00

because i love you thats why i hate you

chatted with dahao last night.

having a partner in life is like holding on to a glass. having the responsibility to ensure that the glass does not break can be tough. the glass either cracks or break. even though it may just be a crack, but still the crack shows that it will break sooner or later. and still it hurts a lot. but if you really take care of it, it wont break. take your time to find the correct glass that will last long without breaking.let go if there is crack.

JASON TAN JUN JIE CALLED ME LSAT NIGHT AT 12.40AM!!! so happy when he listening to his voice. awesome. at least you rmb me and you called. so happy. so happy

time to mug alr.

2010-06-22T22:17:00.004+08:00

IMATPSTUDENTFORADAY!!!!

CRASHED TP with SUNNY baby=]=]=] POWER BABE!!! super fun. well. we are suppose to meet at 10am at tamp, my dear sunny was not even awake when i called her. so we ended up reaching tp at 12. our dear NAZRY extended his lesson till 1pm, which left me and sunny in sch for 1 hr not doing anything. no matter how hard we tried not to look at the map, guess we failed. we had to. somehow we landed ourselves at design school. we got bored and decided to make our way to business sch. the joke of the day.

we were in the lift from 2nd level going to the 4th level at the business sch. suppose to meet haziq. a grp of guys were with us. one of them continue pressing the 2nd level button. i watched. one of his frens "dey.wtf you doing? we going 3rd level la bodoh!wtf.wtf.wtf" its super DF la. wtf sia. dumb or dumb? tp students. DF! haha.

we got even bored. went down back to one of the benches. HAZIQ called. met him. his friend came along. joke laugh. met LYDIA, LAILI and ALIFF. laugh. fight. quarel. argue. we just do everything at one shot. one by one left. naz came. he brought us to computer lab for mass comm. met CLAIRE!!! went to whatever canteen. food there is super CHEAP. worth. after lunch, dear naz decided to bring us to bedok reservoir. another joke of the day.

me: naz, whats your no for rockmaster?
naz: 87

me: so after your number is 88 right?

naz: well. by right after 87 is 88!!!

WTF. LAUGHING. DF SIA!!! we laughed super loud!!!

met claire again. then we met nazry's friends : HIDAYAH, DHIVYA and i forgot the other girl. we were making a lot of noise. and met MATTHIAS and ERWIN (my super duper long pri friend!) we got tired and decided to leave for OPSS.

met CIKGU MASLIN. super happy to see her. MISS HER LOTS!! laugh in the music room. and i learn how to play the guitar. thanks to shaun. it took me 30 min man! but still karat ah. a lot of room for improvement!!

conclusion; people i met today: SUNNY, NAZRY, ALIFF, HAZIQ, CLAIRE, LAILY, LYDIA, AMIRAH, MATTHIAS, ERWIN, HIDAYAH, DHIVYA, JUNWEI, CIKGU MASLIN plus plus. hahaah

awesome la today. thanks sunny=] love you bby=]=]=]=]

a special note to some people...

1. ALIFF

wth is wrong with you?! we chatted last night. today, we texted and you say you have my number. but when we met, you dont even rmb my name?! i regret not slapping you. like seriously. tsk. you ah stop being a ____. if you become one, i will definately kick your ass and fly back to hougang! eh. when want to lepak at hougang?! whenever i went hougang mall, i will rmb you and the rest. 2 yrs we haven met until today... sicko. the person who suppose to go SRJC but instead went TP. hate you for doing that!

2. CHAN KAI BIN

=[=[=[=[=[=[ so bad!!! you left tp nvr call me. so sad lei. dont want to talk to you alr ah. dont want to return tp anymore. hmph.

3. MOHD HIDZIR

=[=[=[=[=[=[ you also the same! but even =[=[=[=[=[=[ hahahahaha. you better make it up ah. dah due kali. one more time, hari raye you better minta maaf from me!!! hahaha

plans for tmr: STUDY HIST and get PW done!

2010-06-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

i took my time to hold on to it for the last time. but you gave it back to me. to part away from your earphones is a step closer to forgett you. but now, its harder. you didnt want it. to gave it to me with the reason that you dont use it often. but why me? why dont you just lend it to naz or hakim or who ever that wishes to use it. you know my struggle well. you know im still holding onto you. it seems i just cant let go. today is the 21st. yes. another one. i was strong enough to come and meet you. after a week of arguement, we still could face each other. though i tried so hard to act normally, at least i know i tried. give me the strength to face this again. i know i can do it. just place it one corner and use it only when needed kays?

what did i do today? finish gp essay=]!! went shopping alone at jurong point. super awesome! bought cotton on shoes for 10 bucks only!! i was happily shopping when adil text asking me to meet him and hakim alr. walao seh! walked all the to pioneer with freaky bangla saying hi and smiling to me. wth. freaks. still have the cheek to stare at me from behind. seriously if he was to follow me, i would slap his face and walked off. hehe. hate starings!! met adil and hakim. sit down. laugh. talk. with cleaners staring and asking for cig. wth. more people came. the same old people that i met before like naz. at 5pm plus, left earlier to grab the sleeping bag. plan canceled. took the train to joo koon and train back. talk to jannah on th phone. guess i release a few pile of stress today. good job HAZIQAH=]=]

shall blog tmr. off to do hw=]

2010-06-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

99 Facts abt Guys that Girls shld know

Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
Guys hate other flirts.
A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
Guys cry!!!
Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Guys can never dream and hope too much.
Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. …….
You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Guys hate gays!
Guys love their moms.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
Like Eve, girls are guysâ€™ weaknesses.
Guys are very open about themselves.
It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
No guy is bad when he is courting
Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..
Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Guys virtually brag about anything.
Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
Guys think too much.
Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.
When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do.They could even hurt themselves physically.
Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……
Guys don’t really have final decisions.
When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….
If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
Guys like girls who are like their moms.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
Guys hate girls who overreact. ……
Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

adopted from luqman's tumblur

2010-06-19T10:42:00.005+08:00

this photo is awesome. its like "how have you been? we haven met for so long."

popeyes gathering was a success? well. i can say its yes. a big thank you to me=] but i have to thank the people who stood by me when im facing problems while trying to organize it. hadi, ridhwan and haziq, thank you so much. sorry if at some point of time, im on the verge of giving up. but i still had a laughing good time with everyone there=]=]

True friendship is perhaps the only relation that survives the trials and tribulations of time and remains unconditional. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just the general traits of a friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friends, who are indeed rare treasure.

Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. It is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. Friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life. Friendship is eternal.

We
cannot tell the exact moment a friendship is formed; as in filling a vessel drop
by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; so in a series of
kindnesses, there is at last one that makes the heart run over

like how popeyes friend can be as strong as the first time we met.

can i tell you that i miss you? can i tell you that i miss those moments with you? can i tell you that i miss our friendship? i miss my adek =]=]=] but at least we get to meet...

i was not joking. if you dont wish to believe me. then its seriously up to you. im fulfilling it. your favourite number is 4 right? then you shall be the 4th friend that i lost. happy now? if i didnt reply your msgs, if i show any attitude towards, i will remind you again that im fulfilling your wish, and i will just walked off. thank you for the memories for the past three weeks. goodbye.

found this on luqman's tumblur. super cool. a direct translation from malay!!

i want to cut connection us!

3 weeks have past. what did i gain? homework done? nope. it all boils down on my mood for PW. thank you so much for such an interesting subject in jc. i didnt go poly because i want to avoid projects. for the next 5 months, i have to face the big PW that is totally killing my time.

'JC's imaginary "June Holiday"' such a totally awesome event on fb. double liking!

one week left. plans ahead. finish gp essay. finish gp compre. study end of cold war. study system of linear something. do mye maths make up paper. recall past chapters for ALL subjects!!! WTH la!!!

sheesh.

i need a break.

i need fresh air.

2010-06-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

Im not ready to part from your earphones. I know once I return you the earphones, I will miss you badly. And im beginning to feel it. It has been seven days since we last chatted like we used to. Im sad. Haish. I don’t want to lose another person in my life. Why do I have to lose you? I doubt you want to meet me. I doubt you want to text me. I doubt you want talk to me at all. Am I prepared to see you tmr? You want me to follow you guys to sentosa. Im not ready to face you after what I have done to you. *finger crossed* im strong enough to face the new you towards me…

2010-06-15T13:38:00.003+08:00

FINALLY IM BACK ON BLOGGER!!!=]=]=]

"All the strength and force of man comes from his faith in things unseen. He
who believes is strong; he who doubts is weak. Strong convictions precede great
actions." James Freeman Clarke

some obstacles in life are even tougher than expected. it takes obstacles to mould a person into a stronger one. though during those obstacles, one can feel "underperformed", but after overcoming it, one will realized the change in their life. these changes gave them the strength to move on and pursue their dreams. take every opportunities and changes to make their dreams come true.

maybe i have to agree with my friends, i dont need those pillar of strength. i just need the strength to be within me. i should learn to walk, fall on my own without having others giving me the support. if i know i can do it, means i can do it.

can i be that eraser?

i was browsing through courses available in Facualty of Arts and Social Science @ NUS website last night. its like superbly awesome!! physchology? sociology? theatre studies? social work? guess thats my dream? i know what i have been doing lately. and i guess thats what i want to do in the future. erase the mistakes people do and prove to them that they can start all over again=] i shall work hard from now on =]=]=]

hows life in JC? stress, stress and fun. thanks to people who bring joy to my 'stay' in JC. when you are JC, you know you are not the only one facing the pain. you have the others all around you that are facing the same. yes. sometimes, it can be tough. but all these experience will build your character. every SRJCians a graduate with imagination, character and value. all the struggle will eventually make us able to break the barrier.

i shall get back to my endless homework=[

*finger crossed* promise to blog again=]=]=]

2010-03-04T15:59:00.001+08:00

“Hi! Im Haziqah’s friend. J She’s gonna use the sch’s
laptop to blog! Ish, ish, ish. Ex student councilor like this. Aiyo. Haziqah.
Ape nak jadi??? :D”
-Syafiqah Syazwani

3 more days to have my number increased by one… for the first time, I didn’t count down till my birthday. Maybe because life has been rough for me. JC life was never easy. It gets tougher day by day. I’m not sure if I would really enjoy my birthday this year. Homeworks are already waiting. I need to time to do my homework, revise and the list goes on and on. Plus, my birthday falls on Sunday. The next day, it is already the start of the new week. Right. So I hope to enjoy my birthday. I have to make sure that I don’t go home late *finger cross*
I shall sign off now. Off to break first before attending PE LESSON at 5PM!!!! Nice timing huh?
=]=]=]=]=]

2010-02-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

' a simple I love you means more than money.'
-Frank Sinatra

i hope things will be doing well like now
i hope nothing will make things difficult for us
the distance shall never be a problem
trust, we must have

i percaya akan diri you
i percaya akan perhubungan kita berdua
janganlah you memutuskan kepercayaan i terhadap diri you
tidak akan terlintas di dalam fikiran i untuk mengecewakan you
ingin i memohon kepada you,
biarlah kita berdua bahagia bersama,
biarlah janji kita ditepati,
biarlah tidak ada sesuatu yang menghalang perhubungan kita.
ingin i katakan,
i syg you ♥

'The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.They must be felt with the heart'-Helen Keller

stress with JC life...it can never be easy...

2010-02-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

"Popeyes MADness"

two days at work was not as expected. separated from my close ones. getting pissed by the surrounding. but thank god, customers were awesome. =]
i dont care abt the pay. all i want, was to be with my friends. but we ended up being separated...
wth.

two days left before scholl starts... all the best=/

2010-02-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

all thats left is to sew the pieces
together

A broken heart (or heartbreak) is a common metaphor used to describe the intense emotional pain or suffering one feels after losing a loved one, through death, divorce, breakup, moving, being rejected or other means.

hush. hush.

something isnt right. i know. something that i dont know. i have done something wrong. but yet, i dont know what it is. its really confusing.

the day started well, but it didnt end correctly.

there is something in life that is meant for privacy. Privacy is the ability of an individual or group to seclude themselves or information about themselves and thereby reveal themselves selectively.

i dont want to go on...

2010-02-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

"Love is the ability and willingness to
allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any
insistence that they satisfy you."
Wayne Dyer

when you know something isnt right, you just needed someone that you can trust to be with you, to hear you and to stand for you. i can be that person, but i wont do more than that. dont recall the past. i hope you get the msg that im relaying here. you know what happened, but you dont know what i have went through. i dont want to face it all over again. can we just remain like how we are for the past 1 yr? you can just text/call me when you are free aite? i will be happy to hear updates about you. i hope you are doing fine.

let everything be kept between us...

2010-01-30T22:28:00.004+08:00

going down my memory lane...

2010-01-30T22:26:00.001+08:00

Pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu
Sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu
Walaupun baru kita bersua muka
Namun aku telah jatuh cinta

Pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu
Hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu
Aku mengharap engkau menerimaku
Kerna aku bersedia menyintaimu

C/O: Akan ku renang lautan yang berapi
Membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini
Tetapi jikalau kau meninggalkan aku
Terhiris hati ini,
terguris jiwa ini
Menangis tk berlagu...
Ohhh...

Biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai
Kasihku tk akan hancur berderai
Biarpun hari berganti hari...
Dirimu tetap ku nanti...
Ohhh...

Sayangku pimpinkan tanganmu
Menuju mahligai bahgia
Kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta
Hidup bagaikan di syurga...

Oh kasih...

2010-01-07T13:42:00.002+08:00

AMK POPEYES ♥

i dont want to break the bond. please. f man.

O LEVEL RESULTS ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!

results of 2009 GCE 'O' Level Examinations to be released on Monday, January 11; school candidates may collect their results from their scholls at 2pm.

2009-12-23T22:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday was AWESOME!!!!!!!!

a date out with the awesome batch from Northland Primary School 2005 batch!!!!!!!

2009-12-15T11:20:00.006+08:00

"An awesome day."

14 dec 2009

a day out to sentosa with the sec 4 councillors; nazry,reeta,tian tian,zhi sheng, jonathan, joel, chang hee, michelle neo, jeckie... it was really awesome. well. i would have to say that the outing wasnt plan well. we just went with the flow. plus zhi sheng and nazry were the only ones who kept texting me the day before and on the day of our outing to ensure that things are ready. and yes, i bet my sms will go up again this month-_- met all of them at 9.30am++.. headed to DHOBY GOAT!!! a joke by our dearest jeckie! somehow, everyone was dumb during the outing. we kept pronouncing wrong words. when we reached harbourfront mrt, we stood there thinking which way to go out. i dont know why, we came out at the carpark. some smart people lead the way mah! went into giant to get some remaining stuffs (balls) before heading to sentosa. since we are a little dumb, we walked all the way to siloso beach when we already planned to go palawan beach. only realizing the mistake, we walked back to palawan beach. we found a super HOT spot to put our things down. the boys start to change out. zhi sheng changed into his shorts in front everyone. it was fast huh? haha. the boys were doing some weird stuff in the water while the girls were just chilling out. after lunch was the BIG event. it was when the boys became so smart that they checked our bags to see if we brought extra clothings. and if we did, we will be pulled to the sea. and yes. me and naz were not pulled but carried into the sea. it was really crazy. people were watching us. it was the first time, people had carried me into the sea. but it was a great fun! that was not the end, they continue to drag me into the sea again and again. they refers to zhi sheng and chang hee. plus jeckie even tried carrying me from the back when i screamed very loud. so i decided to surrender and get into the sea. worst to come. TEOH ZHI SHENG THREW THE $15 VOLLEYBALL INTO MY LEFT EYE!!! sheesh. when i looked around, there was a group of boys near us that was looking at me. it was so embrassing seh! thanks zhi sheng, you are so nice!!! haha. we got bored and decided to washed up and get returned to vivo. the journey back to vivo was crazy. we were being nice and waved to the workers at the station. reached at vivo, went for a little shopping. met up again for dinner. walked around the big shopping centre looking for kfc only to find it in harbourfront centre. we split ways for dinner and went home. journey home, we were talking about ghost...it was really interesting. we were listening to each other's story which makes our journey back home faster. it was really nice.

the outing was really a success!

i hope to meet you guys again =]

why do i have this feeling again? is it because of you?

2009-12-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

"Dreams are a succession of images, thoughts, sounds, or emotions passing
through the mind during sleep."

i wonder will that dream be for real this time?
dreaming about your o level result scares me a lot
plus, i even dreamt of going to my new school
and..i wasnt prepared for it...
gosh.
fingers crossed for now.
just one month to the result day
shucks
im getting scared..
the dream adds on to it
alamak.
im freaking out already.
sheesh.

2009-12-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

"Blood dripping today was more than that."

2009-12-09T22:57:00.003+08:00

"Typhoid injection wasnt painful, but im feeling the
numbness."

my left arm is numb thanks a lot to the typhoid jab. gosh. well. it isnt pain because the nurse was so smart to distract me by asking for my IC no over and over again. crap lar. i only realized it after i felt the needle poking through my skin. but i LOVE it!! haha. im strong, right tian tian? haha

you know how hard it is to control those fingers from clicking on it...

2009-12-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

" i haven been able to walk out of the
shadow."

Painful, emotional memories that people would most like to forget may be the toughest to leave behind, especially when memories are created through visual cues...

2009-12-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

"Finally graduated from Orchid Park Secondary School and Madrasah At-Tahzibiah Al-Islamiah"

i dont wish to blog about today...

attended my religious class prize giving ceremony. and yes, as usual, i rushed there. just on time for the prize presentation. 2nd in class? then waited to get my graduating cert=] thats all i did there.

met my dad. followed him to wedding reception. went to mustafa, never never go there during weekends. horrible!

thats all.

boring.

blog another day..

not again please.

2009-12-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

Your Today's Advice is

" Don't let little things get in your way. "

5December2009
me and wimi decided to have a little lunch with DION LIM and WONG MING!! why?
1. doin's birthday is coming...advanced birthday celebration.
2. wong ming is ______. (confidential, haha)
well. today didnt happen as planned. it was horrible. it wasnt a surprise. it was nothing. it was just a normal outing-_- bad bad. first time, i had a meal at pastamania. well. the pizza wasnt that bad. it was just too thin! other than that, it was really nice. i love the cheese! the boys ate A LOT!! they added brasco, chilli flakes and cheese. and ming found out a new way to get those cheese out faster-by taking the cover off. isnt that easy? haha. after lunch, went to help wimi develop 23 pictures. we were dumb arses figuring out how to print. and we had to wait for all the photos to be printed.it was LLLLOOOONNNNNGGGGGGGGG! then, we headed to the most boring library ever. we sat there not more than 20 mins and decided to left. it was getting to boring that we went our separate ways. i made my way to ssc. it was fun going market alone. yes. i had to go giant to buy chicken for $1 only!! everything seems on sale. i got bored so i decided to go home. i so gonna miss ming a lot!

1December2009
Well. went job hunting with amirah and lydia. it was really horrible. it was so difficult to get a job lar! wasted my time. and it hurts my feet badly because we walked from ion to plaza singapura. NEVER NEVER NEVER TRY WALKING. it isnt too far actually.. wear proper shoes before walking=] haha. the cam whore was awesome! thanks amirah! at the end of the day, still no job interview! sheesh.

The time to go away has come
I really dont want to be gone.
Even though I know new and better things will come
I really dont want to move on.

There are going to be new friends I will get
But I have many I never want to forget.
Even though I dont see you every week
You are the friends I always want to keep.
Promise me we will always stay in touch
Last thing I want to say is I Will miss you so much.

hush

2009-12-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."

― Edgar Allan Poe

was it me or was it just reality?

somehowe something isnt right.

bad feelings starts to build up over time.

i felt the difference.

something has changed.

tell me it isnt me.

tell me everything is alright.

tell me everything still remains the same.

make me believe,

i can do it!

why?!

something aint right.

tell my heart the full story...

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2009-11-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

BOREDOM

i cant stay home any longer..

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2009-11-28T19:27:00.001+08:00

did i really hurt you?
please say no.
talk to me over again..
please.
i begging you...

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2009-11-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

"A night to remember."

PROM WAS BOOMZ!!! it was really fun. well, the activities was really nothing and the food was just ordinary, but still the people who came brought the whole atmosphere up! sec 4 and 5 2009 really ROCKS like hell!

almost everyone couldnt recognize me. wth! well. i agree, i look totally different last night! haha.but the experience was really awesome. haha..

thanks for all the cards that my friends have given to me. love them all.

thanks for all the pictures we took. im so gonna develop it=]

thanks for all the crazy moments for the whole night!

thanks for everything!

i will never forget that special night.

i love it!

because of prom, i went home late. haha. isnt that late actually, 12.30am. i thought i would be home at 1am. thanks to all the high moments during prom,i cant sleep. so i ended up chatting with GARY ANG and reno till 3am. but still, it was sleepless night for me! im so gonna sleep tonight because tmr is hari raya haji. another tiring day it will be...

pictures are all in facebook.

blog another day=]

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2009-11-25T10:38:00.001+08:00

PROM IS TONIGHT!!!

i miss haziq!

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2009-11-24T12:18:00.001+08:00

"The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off."

honestly, i have been out of the house ever since i returned from kota tinggi. i have been to far east at least 3 times to get my prom stuff. it really sucks! im getting bored of far east actually. but at least i get all my prom stuff ready! its like FINALLY!!! haha. i shall just wait for 24 hours for prom...

SUNDAY
i woke up at 7. 30am cause one of my friends called to ask if im going for religious. i ended up sleeping back. well, my class started at 8.30am, but since we are only getting our report book, i decided to come late. and yes, i was 1hr late. when i reached, there were only 3 boys in my class. where is the rest? they dont bother to come! so we had to wait for 45 min before we getting our report book. i got 2nd in class!! happy seh! quickly rushed home, changed and ran to bugis to meet wimi. both us went around bugis street to get my jacket. and bought it at 19 bucks only. it is way cheaper than far east. then, met claire. shop for earrings before heading to far east. walk and walk around to get accesories and extra stuff. we met claire's family at esplanade. had dinner with them and reached home around 10pm plus. and awesome day.

MONDAY
woke up early to go to the airport. my grandmother is going for haj. so i was being sweet and sent her off. i miss her badly. i hope she is alright there. then rushed back to yishun, get my contacts, put it on, bathe and walked to school. we had sec 4 farewell. it was alright. my dearest HAZIQ didnt come. im so sad. my bro didnt come. its ok. after the farewell, we chilled out at mac. laughed and had so much fun there. it was really a nice evening with them!

TUESDAY
im crapping at home...will be going to claire's house to teach her contacts then meet tian to develop some pic.

i will be back after prom to blog!!!

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2009-11-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

" The lasting changes we make for ourselves are the only permanent ones."

right. since i have wasted my effort yesterday to blog, i shall sum up everything in one tiny post=]

council camp @ kota tinggi
16 Nov 2009 - 18 Nov 2009
one word to describe: BOOMZ
although there were a few activities that we were not able to do, the atmosphere was all thanks to the sec 4s!! credit to myself. haha. it was really fun being able to spend 3D/2N with your beloved friends. the best activity was the trekking. it was when you realized the unity in the family, where everyone lend a helping hand. plus you get to hold the hands of the your dream guy! haha. cheeky huh? but it was true. i believe most girls are feeling so fortunate for that moment. nyaha. the journey to mount pelepah was really memorable. the sec 4s exp, really had so much fun together. we ROCK lar! campfire was awesome. finally, the sec 4s were able to perform our special item that we had prepared for months! second night was another awesome moment. we had so much fun together. playing UNO, murderer and telling jokes. haha. AND, we get to know the people closer liike JONATHAN YAP;he was NEVER A QUIET BOY! haha. because of the fun, we slept at 4-5am. last day really nothing much. we only had shopping which i didnt do anything.
overall the camp was awesome thanks to the sec 4 company! i love you guyz lar! looking forward for the sec 4 gathering between us=]

today.
went shopping with tian tian for her prom stuff. a great achievement. we did the shopping in two hours only. then we had a break at LJS. chit chat because it has been a long time since we had a chit chat session. it was really fun today though i expected another boring day.

tmr.
going shopping with my sis and my mom to finish up my prom stuff. yes. i have yet to get my prom stuff ready. panic!! i can do it!

i will post again soon!!!

i wonder, what is the feeling in me when i am with you?

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2009-11-19T13:37:00.001+08:00

Day 1

we left for the checkpoint at around 9am plus because we had to wait for our beloved bimbo to finish her o level malay listening compre which only lasted for 30 mins. the journey there was boring. there was nothing to do. blah.blah.blah. finally we reached at Kota Tingg Waterfall Resort. first glance, i know what to expect of the rooms. haha. we had our lunch, went to check out our room before we start the high rope and zip line. i didnt do the high rope because it doesnt seems to be safe. imagine no rope is conected to you when you are high above the ground. it started to rain heavily when we decided to cancel the activity and head back to the resort to freshen up. had dinner and group discussion. after the rain has stop, we headed to the fireflies cruise. it was really nice though i have went there already. the sight were very beautiful and we even get to see crocodiles, owl and monkey. it was really cool! during the cruise, i began to feel hungry. haha. we were allowed to drop by a minimart to get our supper. im sucha smart girl that i didnt bring any money. but thanks to my brother, haziq, we got some food which we planned to share between two room since both of our room are side by side. total amount spend: 11 rm. cheap huh? returned to our rooms, sat outside haziq's room to chill and eat. it was really fun being with them! then it was almost lights out. so went back to our own room to rest. i couldnt rest well though.

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2009-11-15T17:11:00.001+08:00

"A woman usually wants to be heard not fixed."

Yes. Finally I'm blogging. A whole long list to why I have been away from my dearest beloved blog;

1. O level was the main reason. No one knows how much I miss going online for one full month. Sometimes I really I wished to go online but I refrain myself because I knew that if I were to be an idiot and use the computer, I will not be able to run away from the computer anymore. That's why one month away from the computer is really a great achievement to me. Anyone wants to credit me for that?! Haha

2. The internet/blog is damn damn badly lagging! Yes. LAG! I did post some short post before this but, it was lost in the world of technology. Wasted my time, right? So I have decided to be smart and use email. It is much easier I guess.

3. Internet is getting boring day by day. There is nothing I can do. Facebook is also LAGGING. Sheesh. So I spent my time at home slacking or going out instead.

4. I went around looking for job. I can't stop for a minute not doing anything. So, my new best friend is the recruit section in the newspaper. Reading it carefully. I MUST get a job!

5. November is a very busy month I must say. I have a tight schedule after O Level ended. I have to run around the world in one month. Haha.

6. SHOPPING for prom. Another killer. Prom is making my life miserable. Prom date is getting nearer and it is really driving me crazy!

I hope to make my blog come alive again!! Yahoo!! Hehe

Well. How's life so far? Hmm…

O Level

Now I understand what is the really meaning of stress and time management. Well. It isn't any use if I were to regret what I have done before O Level. But O Level has taught me a lot about patience, my strength and weaknesses. And obviously, during those times, there were many problems you will encounter. Those moments are when you realized you need to be strong. You can't depend on others because others too need to study for their exams. That's why, when I faced any difficulties, I had to talk to myself about it. Best way, go out, take a stroll and reflect. It really helps a lot. But during the one month, I realized I got closer to my friends. Knowing that this is my last year in OPSS, those memories with my friends, are the most wonderful. Well. I still remember the first time I stepped into OPSS, I told myself, "you hate this school." I agreed. But as years passed, and each year I have learnt something new, I meet new people, I do new things and even try new opportunities, that's when I realized, OPSS has made me realized my passion and strength. That's why sometimes, I just had to stay back in school and enjoy every single minute!

O Level was really the most scariest thing that I have sat for. Feeling scared before the paper, as well as panicking for some subject, those feelings will never be forgotten. I remembered sitting at the back of the hall for A Math paper 1 which was crazily HOT. Sitting beside Isabelle Ang for chemistry and sci MCQ paper where we smiled and laughed together. Not forgetting, watching what the invigilators were wearing. Haha. It was really great. All I could now is to hope for the best for my results. 12 January 2010?

Days

It has been 4 days since last enjoyed the last paper of O Level. What have I been doing huh?

Thursday; went to JB to eat and walk around.

Friday; went to school to help Mr Saktun and Mr Goh with discipline stuff after which went for 'briefing' for the council camp. THEN, me and reeta, went to amk for job interview. Thanks to Ismady who gave us advice and support to go for the interview. Reeta was really freaking out even before the interview. We went to Lousiana Kitchen, Popeye's, interview. It wasn't that bad actually. We thought we had to talk. But the manager was the one who did a lot of talking. But I wont forget when me and reeta wanted to fill up the form. We left a lot of blanks. Haha. We were blurred in the beginning. Haha. The interview was short. After the interview, we met safwah who was walking alone at amk hub. We decided to go to far east to check out the dresses for prom. But we ended but decided to go plaza singapura instead. The first thing we did when we reached plaza singapura was to walk pass carefour. We didn't had any idea what we were doing actually, until we saw some familiar faces. We saw Rahsidi, Aqirah and Khairul working at carefour. That's was when we decided to disturb them (esp Khairul). Haha. He was paiseh after that. Then we went around plaza singapura looking for the food court. We couldn't find it. So we followed a group of guys who were also looking for the food court. I ate honey sea coconut with cocktail while two of them eat strawberry milk ice. After the break, I had to rush home while they continued walking around plaza singapura.

Saturday; woke up super late. I followed my mom to john little at somerset. And I found Holiday Inn!!! The hotel where prom will be held. We even went up to the roof top garden at orchard central. The air was really fresh. It was a nice view of the town in Singapore. But warning, it isn't that BOMBZ! Haha. We headed to far east for lunch. I love eating there! Searched around the plaza for a jacket that I want to wear for prom. The most expensive jacket was $79.90. cheapest was $28. saw many hairbands too. But im not buying any yet. I have planned to buy at Malaysia if it is cheaper there:) then we went to ion which was really packed like sardine lar. Im so not going there again during the weekends. We reached home at 8pm plus. Then I watched my MOMO LOVE!! So cute lar! I was so bored that at 11pm, I watched CAN and foundout Obama is in Singapore already!!! Obama is so handsome, right? Very handsome!! He is so HOT!! Haha. After the news, went to bed. I was woken up at 12.10am by an unknown call. Well. I ignored that call. I thought it would either be Jason Tan or Fattah. But when I text them this morning, they didn't reply. So to the person who called me, call me back! Haha.

Sunday; woke up late again today. Slowly packing my bag for Malaysia trip tmr. Im off for camp tmr. Well. I have been online since noon. Listening to different songs. And also singing! Its really boring stuck at home. Oh yar! I skipped today's religious class. I wonder who came today. Haha. Don't worry, I will come next Sunday! Haha.

Next week ahead will be fun. I will be going for a 3D/2N camp tmr at Kota Tinggi. In other words, don't miss me! Haha. I know everyone do. Haha. I will try to be early tmr to meet my dumby malay boyfriends for their soccer match. You guys better win the match or I will scream at all of your faces for losing to the sec 1s! haha. I will be back in Singapore on Wednesday. I will be sending my dress for dry cleaning on Thursday. And I will be doing my very last shopping for prom on Friday. A hectic week ahead right? I know. I hope everything go as planned! Jia You!!!

All my concern for you
Confined into my heart
I can't express, it's true,
But through two silent eyes

Only four words I've found
To let it known by you
You can cut them in two
When it's too hard telling it through

Be they four, be they two,
It is enough to mean it too

So simple words, and so heavy
For all the care they do carry

In two or four, I say to you:
Take care, my friend,
I care for you.

Take care everyone=]
Dont miss me too much. I will be back=]

New Windows 7: Simplify what you do everyday. Find the right PC for you.

2009-10-03T23:03:00.008+08:00

"I'M
OBSSESED WITH SYAFIQ!!"

reflecting the whole of this week.

Monday, 28 Sept 2009

sat for last prelim paper. as usual, last paper, i didnt study much. after the paper rushed home to change and get ready for hari raya!!
went hari raya with my sec 4 malays. really rocks lar. it was really fun. though we took our own sweet time without the need to rush ourselves, we manage to complete 10 houses. good job! as usual, we joke a lot. laugh a lot. and do stupid things together. pictures are below=] more pictures will be up once i get them from my dearest Jannah.

Tuesday, 29 Sept 2009
i cant really remember what happened. but i do remember getting my papers back. a mixed feeling when getting the different papers. im very happy with 2 papers-chemistry and e maths, i worked so so so so hard for chemistry. im very proud of myself=]=]=]=] i hope that i can pass english. but im very disappointed with my biology. i didnt studied hard for biology. really regretted. physics paper was rubbish. really. i agree with mr saktun. done badly for it.

Wednesday, 30 Sept 2009
got back my history paper. very disappointed. i just passed. well my seq was well done but my sbq pulled me down. i failed my sbq badly!!!!!! got my a maths result. superbly happy!!! i am also very happy for my ss. i passed with flying colours because i passed my sbq!!! im so happy!!! now i know how much sbq means to me...

Thursday, 1 October 2009
got all my papers back by today. normal lesson -_- we even got back sci practical paper. i PASSED my chemistry practical!!! i failed the test before...yadayada...but i failed biology. dont know why ah... had donut for childrens' day. thank you ms lee!!! you rock lar!! after school went to Jannah's house for hari raya!!! had lots of fun there. stayed there till 6.30pm. watched jangan pandang belakang congkak, ironman, michael jackson, hannah montana the movie. me and safwah absolutely agree that michael jackson ______sing ____. fill in the blanks. i shall not say it before salim kills me...haha.

Friday, 2 October 2009
another boring day. very boring. there was nothing interesting.

Saturday, 3 October 2009
met Jannah at 1pm to go to popular to buy pen and ten years series. then headed to khatib to meet the others. waited for half an hour for them which include zahin. before meeting, there were many discussion to what to wear to salim's house...crazy people. salim's house was a PARTY lar!! noisy. very noisy. haha. finally i met my beloved SYAFIQ!!! salim-shh...dont kill me for this..after months not meeting him sei...and now im missing him already...heheh. shh...i even skipped tuition today. my tuition was at 4pm. i decided to skip it without my parents knowing.hehe. it will be my first and last time. left at 6.15pm cause my dad is already waiting for me at np. blah.blah.blah. and im here blogging. took tons of hours to upload photos. photos are up on facebook=]
THANK YOU SALIM!!! for letting me to meet your cutest brother, SYAFIQ!! and yes, you are cute too!!
and thanks for the kiss SYAFIQ!!

Sunday. 4 October 2009
dont know yet!

2009-10-03T22:09:00.004+08:00

at SALIM'S house!!

2009-10-03T21:57:00.004+08:00

HARI RAYA WITH THE SEC 4 MALAYS!!!

2009-09-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

photo-taking at PaimanStudio yesterday..

2009-09-27T13:56:00.001+08:00

She puts her mask on
And watches as the Earth shakes.
She sits on her bench,
Grim faced, unmoved, staring ahead.
Ignoring the screams and blood.
She remains unaffected by it all.
But inside she is shaking,
Just like the ground beneath her feet.
Inside she is screaming, just
Like the mother beside her holding her child.
Inside she is bleeding,
Just like the child clutching his mother.
The Earth rumbles once more splitting in the middle.
It sucks everything in.
The masked girl sits on her bench
After the Earth has closed.
Nothing left of the world and it’s inhabitants, but bare land.
The girl has nothing left, but her mask, the bench, and her thoughts.
All my life being alone was my only desire.
Tears fall
Know I have my wish.
Everyone is trapped within the Earth.
While I am stranded on this bloody bench.
A wicked voice from somewhere unknown in the space around her cackled:
‘You wished to be alone. You wished to sit on your bloody bench and you got your wish, brat’
‘You witch’, the girl fought back, her eyes full of tears.
‘This is not what I meant!’
The girl held on to the armrest dearly as the bench trembled.
‘You ungrateful pleck! You wished, you recived. You asked to be alone for eternity’
‘What has been done cannot be undone; you are bound to the bench, I declare, alone you shall sit for the rest of eternity’
The witch chanted: ‘Alone she sits, alone she sits!’
The words echoed inside the girl
Alone I sit…alone I sit…

2009-09-25T12:45:00.005+08:00

" i've moved on. "

im ok.

yes. i am.

to those who knew what had happened to me yesterday. just shuush. haha. it was really crazy yesterday. first experience. i was like a TUT dont know what i should do. but really....
many many many many many thanks to the people who were with me during those moments; Jannah, Lydia, Amirah, Reeta, Salim and Ismady. really thank you so much for taking care of me. its really appreciated. thanks for all your worries. though ismady dont worry for me, but thanks for cheering me up. THANK YOU SO MUCH LAR!

yesterday was crazily fun. woke up at 7.30am, quickly rushed to sheng siong to get the baking needs. returned home immediately and baked and baked non-stop till 11am. quickly bathe and off to amirah's house. sat down watch cinta sutera...i love that show lar... super duper sweet and touching. i want to watch again Jannah, please? hehe. we were supposed to meet the guys at 12.30 but we ended up finish watch the whole movie before meeting them. so i guess we were 1hr late. hehe. who cares about the boys?! reached amk and met the boys at mac. another messy place at mac. one by one were spilled things over. poor Lydia, had chill on her slippers. we sat. we chatted. we ate. we discussed what movie to watch. headed to the cinema after lunch. stood there not knowing what movie to watch. until azman and fadhli went home. only at 2.30pm, we decided to watch TUT-The Ugly Truth. the movie is really really good!!!! haha. must must must watch! hehe. after movie, headed back to khatib to eat ice cream at mac. met azman and fadhli again. sat down again. chatted again. made a lot of noise. bullied people. hehe. and left at 6pm.
yesterday was really fun. though many crap things happened to us, but it was still a great day.
guys, another day like yesterday again?!

today was just an ordinary day.
rushed to school because i walked back home to get my CCA records that must be handed in by this week. when i reached school, i realized that i wasted my energy just to run back home to get the damn 3 piece paper to be handed up. there were many of my classmates who didnt even bring. walau! gave out the cookies=] went off with amirah, jannah, lydia and qing ning after paper. huhu. watched stomp the yard at amirah's house before returning home. hehe. actually, there's nothing to talk about. hehe.

im so not going to fetch my mom and sis from the airport today... lalalalala.

bye. i want to sing.

p.s. dont contact me using my hp anymore. :'(
dont ask why.

2009-09-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Nur Haziqah is in a mess now. sad. unhappy. miserable. sorrowful. downcast. dejected. doleful. heart-broken. angry. annoyed. irritated. furious. mad. regret. remorseful. sheesh.

2009-09-23T16:03:00.006+08:00

i ♥ my BBFE

2009-09-22T15:40:00.006+08:00

2009-09-18T14:26:00.004+08:00

"Our emotions are not the problem.

The problem is our belief about our emotions."

Disappointment somehow is running in my head.

is it because of the prelim?

maybe yes. i have to admit, i did not put a lot of effort for the exam. after sitting for biology paper, i felt that i should have studies properly. it happened every year. the feeling of regret will come and go. its time for me to stop those craps! sheesh.

"Ones best success comes after their greatest disappointments."

Enjoyment will soon come.

hari raya puasa is getting nearer day by day. but it would mean that i will soon be leaving the month of Ramadan. the month of Syawal is indeed a celebration for many us. but to think again, i would rather have those fasting month all over again.

"Every minute should be enjoyed and savored."

today marks the beginning of the long road to success.

it takes one perserverance to end the journey.

the end of one journey marks the begining of w journey.

"Life is the sum of all our choices."

If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same,

Then everything that happened in between can be dealth with.

When it comes to men and women, there is never a 'just because'.

There's always a reason for everthing.

2009-09-17T21:12:00.003+08:00

"SORRY"

i wanna apologize to two people...

DION LIM,
alamak really sorry. there was no other way i could contact wong ming. so i had to ask you to pass the message to him. i didnt know you will feel jealous. though you said you are not jealous, i feel you lar. really sorry...im so so so sorry... :x

LEONG CHEE SHENG,
shuush...whatever lar you. injured yourself first then i will send you the msg that you were dying for... haha. sorry to make you jealous also lar... come on, im a nice girl that i wont bully people or hurt people. hehe. haha. im sorry.

lastly to WONG MING,
dont worry. one day without you knowing, you will feel regret for losing to me....haha. the day will soon come! hehe

and to tansiying,jolyn,isabelleang,sarahhuda,lina,claire,wimi...
im attached=]

i wont be going online till saturday afternoon before my tuition=]

2009-09-16T15:08:00.006+08:00

"it is the risk that is the rush"

shattered is the fragile egg, betrayed
left shocked, confused and dismayed
like humpty after his great fall,
shattered pieces at the base of the wall
assaulted, deceived in pain
can humpty ever be put together again?

im so bored

i decided to change my skin

but it is not done yet

too tired to think where did i put my pictures

i will get this done by this week=]=]=]

today was horrible

im very disappointed in myself

the papers were very very very crap

slept at 2am,

woke up at 4.30am

how tired can i be?

after the paper, went northpoint with claire and wimi

waited for them at the library because they went for lunch

on my way to library...

met my beloved YAN LIN!!!!

miss her badly

which also reminds me of my dearest BEDIVERE!!!

i have to meet you all soon

ps: yan lin, once my fasting is over, lets go lunch date after school?

sat inside the library and met my nursery friend...

waited and waited for claire and wimi

read some attitude books

they came and we joke around

look for stupid books.

i ended up borrowing a small little cute book;

"why men dont listen & why women cant read maps?"

its really stupid

i was laughing while reading it on my home

met khairul at the void deck

chatted with him and took the same lift up with him

got out of the lift at the same level as well

such good neighbours...hehhe

btw, khairul is from 4b2=]

i went to my neighbour's house to get my house keys

reached home,

and stuck to the computer until now

chatting with wong ming on facebook

crazy chat ah

poor wong ming being bullied by me

hhah

btw;

HAZIQAH WON WONG MING!!!!

a girl winning a strong big boy...

lalalala...

thanks wong ming, you are so gonna blanja me

i want a superbly nice food ah

advanced for you, thank you so much!!!!

haha

now, i shall take out all the notes and start reading it again

please pray for me so that i can turn on the bunsen burning by myself for tmr's practical exam,

and zahin will not laugh at me!

hmph.

"it is not only for what we do that we are held responsible,
but also for what we do not do"

2009-09-11T13:07:00.001+08:00

i've just finished making honey cornflakes!!

tada!!

haha

so happy..

now i can focus on my studies=]

2009-09-09T13:32:00.003+08:00

2009-09-09T12:49:00.003+08:00

last night was really crazy. my malay class has decided to break fast together. the planning was horrible. we changed the venue for at least 3 times before coming to a final decision-lestari. i left house immediately when jannah called and said she is reaching...it wasnt even 6.05pm yet. nvm. so i did a little brisk walking to the bus stop infront of CCH. me, jannah, lydia and amirah missed the bus so we sat down chatting and chatting. bus came and we boarded the bus. we sat inside the bus for almost 20min before we reach our destination. surprisingly, the boys were already there earlier than the girls. there were ismady, zahin, fadhli, azman, riduan, nadiah, laili and safwah. sat down with them on a loooonnnnggg table. looked through the menu and trying to decide what to eat. the others came along (reeta, nadzirah and sarah huda). so the total number was 15! time was running up and we decided to order our food and drinks. it was really chaos to order 15 food and drinks! we were giving a harder time for the aunty and uncle. hehe. while waiting, we had a big fierce guest sitting near ismady. it was a big fat cat! then we begin to make a lot of noise. the boys were touching the cat.eeee. because of the cat, i had to make a big walk around the table. and everyone at the coffeeshop was looking at us. food and drinks came just a few minutes before 7.08pm. waited till we hear the azan! at 7.08pm we began eating. obviously, the boys ate super fast. ismady and zahin even ordered for second round. just nice once we finish eating, the big fat cat came back! nadiah feed that cat prawn which it vomitted out in the end. once the cat vomit, we walked away! we didnt know where to go, so we walked to yishun mrt and decided to head to woodlands. took a bus there. when we reached woodlands, we followed the boys to the toilet. then walked through the bazaar, crossed the road, crossed the road back, walked through the bazaar before deciding to go back to the civic centre to buy macdonalds ice cream. bought our ice cream and found a place outside to sit down and loiter. we began taking picture. applause for zahin because he knows how to take picture! at 9.45pm, 6 people decided to go home because of curfew while the rest 9 of us (me, amirah, zahin, ismady, reeta, sarah huda, safwah, nadzirah) walked to a new place to loiter. found a cosy floor beside a lamp post at woodlands mrt station. we sat down in a cute circle and began talking and talking. we were getting bored and decided to play truth! i was the first person to be asked. i had to answer a total of 3 questions.
1. who is your first crush?
_______.
2. do you feel depress everytime?
__________________.
3. who is the guy that you like, that you shouldnt have like?
_______.
easy huh? it wasnt really that personally though. from that session, we got to know some new stuff!! haha. sat down till 10.45pm before we made our decision to go home. me and amirah took the train while the rest to bus home. amirah decided to drop off at khatib so i was left alone in yishun and decided to disturb some people. texted salim and fadhli and talked to them till i reached home. stop for awhile for a bath and continued chatting again. at 12am, i decided not to disturb fadhli so left him alone and continue chatting with salim. we were just chatting anything that came into our mind. we were discussing about a movie trip, friends matters,history paper and many more. we were also arguing who is more cuter MSM or NHR. finally NHR won! haha. we continued to chat till 2am where we left each other a long goodnight msg. i even counted the number of msg i sent to him. it was more than 32 msg. excluding those that were 2 msg long. we were just so crazy and high lar. it was really fun.
and this morning, i woke at 11am. something happened to my alarm i guess. and now i am here blogging. how fun can life be?
haha
thank you so much for yesterday. it was really fun. yesterday may be our last time breaking fast together as a class. but im sure that the memories will always stay within us=]

2009-09-06T13:15:00.004+08:00

i sat down reflecting on myself
and i realized,
i must do well for the prelim
i remembered when i used to sit for PSLE
my form teacher, Mrs Slyvia Chua said;
"Do you best for the last exam paper of Northland Primary School. you wont be sitting for any more paper from NPS. would you want to receive a bad result for your very last paper?"
those words kept playing in my mind
i have decided to put my heart, soul in this final exam of Orchid Park Secondary School
maybe it is still not to late to do my very best
i still have MANY more papers to go
i know i can do it
i know i will do well
but it begins with me
i must make an effort to start my revision
i must make an effort to study hard
i must make an effort to stop fooling around
i have realized
it's my turning point now
it's all about...
perserverance

If you've started out in pursuit of your goal
And you've really tried with your heart and your soul,
but somehow things got out of control---START OVER.

When you've tried your best to do what you should
And you thought this time that you surely would,
But once again, you didn't do good---START OVER.

When you've worked so hard to follow a dieters way
And you fought to win a victory each day.
But one more time you went astray---START OVER.

When you've tried so hard to yourself to be true
And do the things that you know you should do,
But once again you failed to come through---START OVER.

When the road to success seemed much too long
And each temptation was oh so strong
And once again you gave in to wrong---START OVER.

When you've told your friends what you planned to do
And trusted them to help you through
But soon discovered it's up to you---START OVER.

When you know you must be physically fit,
But your hope seems gone and you're stuck in a pit
That's not the time for you to quit---START OVER.

When the week seems long and successes few
And at weigh-in time you're feeling blue,
Remember tomorrow is just for you---START OVER.

To start again means a victory's been won
And starting over again means a race well run
And starting over again proves it can be done
So don't just sit there---START OVER

"What the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve."

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

imy.

p.s: darrel find out yourself =p
im waiting for something....

2009-09-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

4 papers down,
BUT
many more to go...

so far papers were ok except for ss and english
didnt had the time to study ss
its over already
now left with the whole lot of history to do
sheesh

now im tired
very tired
very very very tired
i dont even know what to do now
...

just took a facebook quiz
"what are you hiding from yourself?"
and my result is;
the result Love.
You may love someone with all your heart but don't want to admit it to someone, so you hide it. You feel empty and longing but can't see why, even if the rest ...of the world can. Love isn't easy to give but you make it impossible by hiding it from yourself..
guess its true...

aiyah.
i will be back soon
off to watch tv=]

all the best

2009-08-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

a video that i have made on thursday night for ms lee. a teachers' day gift for her. started doing this video from 9.30pm and end at 1am...it was really tiring man! but im so happy that she is touched by it=]
i love you ms lee!!!

While there are number of ceremonious occasions to rejoice with your acquaintances, general festivals such as Teacher's Day give you the opportunity to come out and celebrate with your contacts other than your family members, friends and relatives. Teacher's Day is a great opportunity to express your respect to your teachers and extend your gratitude for making you what you are. It is the time to pay tribute to them, who have shaped up your career and imparted knowledge to you, not just to excel academically, but also to develop your personality.

A Teacher Is…
Someone who is wise...
Who cares about the students and wears no disguise.
But is honest and open and shares from the heart.
Not just lessons from books, but life where you are.
A teacher takes time to help and tutor.
With English or math or on a computer.
It's (Teacher' name) who's patient, even in stress.
Who never gives less than the very best!
Not that I was the perfect student,
But you were the perfect teacher for me!

Teachers come and go
But every so often one comes along
That you’ll always remember
One who makes learning an adventure…
And who can still remember
What it’s like to be young
And growing up…
The kind who can make you
Want to be the very best you can be…
Someone you can really talk to,
Who really cares
What happens to you…
That person is YOU!

When we stride or stroll across the frozen lake,
We place our feet where they have never been.
We walk upon the unwalked. But we are uneasy.
Who is down there but our old teachers?
Water that once could take no human weight-
We were students then- holds up our feet,
And goes on ahead of us for a mile.
Beneath us the teachers, and around us the stillness

Teachers
Paint their minds
And Guide Their Thoughts
Share their achievements
And Advise Their Faults

Inspire a Love
Of Knowledge And Truth
As you light the path
Which leads our youth

For our future brightens
With Each Lesson You Teach
Each smile you lengthen
Each goal you help reach

For the dawn of each poet
Each Philosopher And King
Begins with a Teacher
And the wisdom they bring
- Kevin William Huff

Teachers open up young minds,
Showing Them The Wonders Of The Intellect
And the miracle
Of being able to think for themselves.
A teacher exercises
The mental muscles of students,
Stretching and strengthening,
So they can make challenging decisions,
Find their way in the world,
And become independent.
The best teachers care enough
To gently push and prod students
To Do Their Best
And fulfill their potential.
You are one of those.
Thank you.
- Joanna Fuchs

thank you to all teachers that have made me realized
you have help me in one way or the other.
i will never forget those moments...
special thanks to mrs rupesh, mr naufal, ms lee and ms mary
they were the ones that have guided me through the right path
without them,
without their support,
i will not be here like i am now
everything that you have donw for me is deeply appreciated
thank you so much
sorry i couldnt celebrate this special day with you
hope my msg will touch your heart
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

thanks to the H1N1,
sec 4s are having study leave tmr
it may be good and bad
good; i am able to study
bad; i miss my teachers!!
aaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
im off to study at yishun library tmr alone
cant stay any longer at home...
i will only end up sleeping!
sheesh.
haziqah shall study like a goody girl!!!

i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do

2009-08-24T17:07:00.001+08:00

blogger is down!!!

so tan si ying....
go to my wordpress blog!
find it youself

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

sabar menghadapi segala
sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa
aku sabar menghadapi cabaran yang melanda diriku
sabar...

2009-08-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Ramadan or Ramadhan or Ramazan (Arabic: رمضان) is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar.

Ramadan is one of the holy months in the Islamic calendar. Fasting in the month of Ramadan is one of the five pillars of Islam. The month is spent by Muslims fasting during the daylight hours from dawn to sunset. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking, sexual conduct, smoking, and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until sunset [1] Fasting is meant to teach the Muslim patience, modesty and spirituality. Ramaḍān is a time to fast for the sake of Allah, and to offer more prayer than usual. Muslims also believed through good actions, they get rewarded seventy times as much as they normally can achieve. During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. The name came from the time before the Islamic calendar, when the month of Ramadan fell in the summer. Fasting during this month is often thought to figuratively burn away all sins. Muslims believe that the Qur'an was sent down to the earth during this month. Furthermore, the Prophet Muhammad told his followers that the gates of Heaven would be open all the month and the gates of Hell would be closed. The first day of the next month is spent in celebrations and is observed as the ‘Festival of Breaking Fast’ or `Eid ul-Fitr.

The most prominent event of this month is fasting. Every day during the month of Ramadan, Muslims around the world get up before dawn to eat Sahur, the pre-dawn meal, then they perform the fajr prayer. They have to stop eating and drinking before the call for prayer starts until the fourth prayer of the day, Maghrib. Muslims may continue to eat and drink after the sun has set until the next morning's fajr prayer call. Then the process starts all over.

Ramadān is a time of reflecting and worshipping God. Muslims are expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Sexual thoughts and activities during fasting hours are also forbidden.[Qur'an 2:187] Purity of both thought and action is important. The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised awareness of closeness to God.

The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. It also allows Muslims to practice self-discipline, self-control [6], sacrifice, and empathy for those who are less fortunate; thus encouraging actions of generosity and charity. However, a certain level of self-control can be lost by those who suffer from eating disorders.[7]

The elderly, the chronically ill, and the mentally ill are exempt from fasting, although the first two groups must endeavor to feed the poor in place of their missed fasting. Also exempt are pregnant women, women during the period of their menstruation, and women nursing their newborns. A difference of opinion exists among Islamic scholars as to whether this last group must make up the days they miss at a later date, or feed poor people as a recompense for days missed.[8] While fasting is not considered compulsory in childhood, many children endeavor to complete as many fasts as possible as practice for later life. Lastly, those traveling are exempt, but must make up the days they miss.[Qur'an 2:184] More specifically, Twelver Shī‘ah define those who travel more than 14 miles in a day as exempt.[7]. The elderly or those who suffer from a disability or disease and have no prospect of getting better in the future can pay the cost of Iftar for a person who cannot afford it, or else they can host him in their house and have him eat with them after sunset as a way of repaying for the days they could not fast. [Qur'an 2:184]

A person who is observing Ramadan might break the fast accidentally, due to having forgotten it. In such an instance, one should spit out the food being eaten or cease the forbidden activity, immediately upon remembering the fast.

When Ramadan came to overshadow Ashura in importance, it took on some characteristics of the latter. According to the well-known hadith, the person who observes Ramadan properly will have all their past sins forgiven. According to another, "When Ramadan arrives, Heaven's gates are opened, Hell's gates are closed, and the demons are chained up" and who ever passes away will enter paradise. [9]

There are exceptions in certain Muslim communities that deny practicing fasting in Ramadān such as Alevi people in Turkey.

In addition to fasting, Muslims are encouraged to read the entire Qur'an. Some Muslims perform the recitation of the entire Qur'an by means of special prayers, called Tarawih, which are held in the mosques every night of the month, during which a whole section of the Qur'an (juz, which is 1/30 of the Qur'an) is recited. Therefore the entire Qur'an would be completed at the end of the month.

Ramadān is also a time when Muslims are to slow down from worldly affairs and focus on self-reformation, spiritual cleansing and enlightenment, establishing a link between themselves and God through prayer, supplication, charity, good deeds, kindness and helping others. Since it is a festival of giving and sharing, Muslims prepare special foods and buy gifts for their family and friends and for giving to the poor and needy who cannot afford it; this can involve buying new clothes, shoes and other items of need. There is also a social aspect involved the preparing of special foods and inviting people for the Iftar meal (the meal to open the fast).

In many Muslim and non Muslim countries with large Muslim populations, markets close down in the evening to enable people to perform prayers and consume the Iftar meal – these markets then re-open and stay open for a good part of the night. Muslims can be seen shopping, eating, spending time with their friends and family during the evening hours. In some Muslim countries, failing to fast or openly flaunting such behavior during Ramadan is considered a crime and is prosecuted as such. For instance, in Algeria, in October 2008 the court of Biskra condemned six people to 4 years in prison and heavy fines.

Ramadan is observed by Muslims during the entire lunar month by the same name. The month of religious observances consists of fasting and extra prayers.
02 Ramadan, the Torah was bestowed on Moses. (As claimed by Shi'a Islam)
10 Ramadan, death of Khadija - first wife of Muhammad
12 Ramadan, the Injeel was bestowed on Jesus. (As claimed by Shi'a Islam)
15 Ramadan, birth of Hasan ibn Ali
17 Ramadan, the Battle of Badr was won by the Muslims.
18 Ramadan, the Psalms were bestowed on David. (As claimed by Shi'a Islam)
19 Ramadan, Ali ibn Abi Talib was struck on the head by a sword.
21 Ramadan, Ali ibn Abi Talib died due to injuries he sustained by a sword.
23 Ramadan, the Qur'an was bestowed on Muhammad. (In accordance with Shi'a Islam; according to Sunni Islam the date is unknown, but is in the last ten days of Ramadan)
Laylat al-Qadr is observed during one of the last five odd numbered days of the month. Muslims believe that this night which is also known as The Night of Power is better than a thousand months. This is often interpreted as praying throughout this night is rewarded equally with praying for a thousand months (just over 83 years ie. a lifetime). Many Muslims spend the entire night in prayer. According to Shi'a Islam this night is the 19th or 21st, or 23rd of this month and according to Sunni belief this night is either the 21st, 23rd, 25th, 27th or 29th night. However the true date was intentionally withheld.
In Iran, Al-Quds Day is held on the last Friday of Ramadan (since the Iranian Revolution).
In the Ottoman Empire, the sultan presented trays of baklava to the Janissaries in a ceremonial procession called the Baklava Alayı.

to all my muslim friends;
SELAMAT menyambut bulan RAMADAN yang mulia ini!
semoga amalan kita diterima Allah s.w.t.
amin.

a week of relieve;

19 august 2009, wednesday
MT O LEVEL RESULT has been released
a distinction with A2
im very happy for myself
i have never scored any higher than a B in my upper secondary life before
i am very very very very very very happy
but i have decided to stop there
i decided not to retake
i want to focus on my other subjects
i want to achieve my target
i need to focus baby!
haha

when ms lee announced my result,
my hands were cold and my heart beats fast
when she said the word "A2, D'
she looked at me,
hoping i give a reaction
i was so surprised that i kept quiet while looking her
awhile later, i nodded my head
i saw the faith you had in me
that was the moment when i realized,
you care so much for us
that was the moment that i am determined to do well for my other subjects
i know what i want
i know my target
im working towards
have faith in me

i was so happy that i decided not to go home after school
so i stayed back with amirah to do some homework
but there were many people in the canteen
so they kinda disturb us in some ways
talked to fattah to share my happiness with him
its been awhile since we last talked
met the malay boys with darrel,
they were playing hide-and-seek
talked to ms aishah and her friend
seriously, i dont know both teachers
but i just talked to them as if i know them for a long time
who cares right?
went home with 3 boys and 1 girl
it was a day of fun

21 august 2009, friday
sat for my O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL
finally it is done
i worked quite hard for it
i need to improved my picture conversation,
so i do all the picture in the oral booklet diligently
it was a long wait before my turn
held my bladder for almost 2 hr?
we were chatting while waiting
trying to release our tension by laughing
and making signal if the oral is hard
well, doing preparation,
i would say it is tough
but when i sat infront of the examiner,
everything went smoothly
i kinda stumbled over some words in the middle of the passage
but i tried so hard to get back to track
for the picture...
i guess i talked a lot for the picture
until they had to cut through
hehe
conversation was kinda ok
though i had to lie about some stuff
the question was;
1. what are the difficulties faced by disabled people?
2. in the future, would you like to be a designer?
3. if you were to design a playground for the children, how would it be?
4. what are things that is happening around that has helped the disabled?
quite easy right?
haha
after oral, ran down to the toilet
then went with siying to have our lunch-cum-dinner at BBQ vhicken
i bought cream mushroom and chicken pasta
it was nice, a lot
i couldnt finish up
but i tried to finish up
and i also finished up siying's fish and chip
i know im crazy?
who cares
i will be on diet for one month starting tmr
hehe
haha

tmr marks the start of the fasting month
i will be on diet,
i will have lesser sleeping hours
imagine; sleeping at 12am everyday,
and waking up 4 plus almost 5am?
how many hours are there for sleeping?
i dont know how im going to do that
but i will tried
i hope i can still do things as per normal=]
jia you!

a week ahead,
a long journey ahead,
working hard to achieve a goal!

"Picture in your mind a sense of personal destiny." -- Wayne Oates

2009-08-19T21:24:00.001+08:00

are you happy for me?

DISTINCTION, A2

2009-08-14T16:19:00.008+08:00

"how badly pissed can i be if i let out tears during
lessons and class?"

it was too hard for me
i couldnt hide it anymore
everything was in a mess
i tried to hide my trash and enjoy the last day of the week
but i couldnt
it was tough for me
i hate when mdm kee and ms lee look at me,
knowing that something is wrong with me
to avoid it,
i tried to crack jokes,
i tried to disturb my friends
but all those are so fake
i couldnt even open my mouth to call my friends
i couldnt even turn around to pass ws to the people behind
what the hell was that?
recess what the time that i wanted to cry out,
but the moment i stepped out of the class,
my friends were already sitted outside
i wanted to run away,
but at the same time, i couldnt
i hide myself in the classroom during recess
letting out tears,
only knowing that there were people in class
and i held back those tears
went on with lessons,
but i couldnt hold the tears any longer.
i let it out during lessons while trying to hide it
i didnt want to talk
but i had to
i went on with life
i act as per normal

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.

It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.

It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.

If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.

i got back my self after lunch
the moment when i was alone
all alone by myself
i didnt go home straight after lunch
only returning home when i've recover

but returning home, only bring the worst
i cant get it out of heart
i cant
wtf
f

When life seems tough...it's no use heading for a cave to
hide...
explainations about
today is in my
wordpres blog.

I Have A Dream

We all have dreams, but if not given life to breathe, they fade away, ghosts that linger within us. And we remain haunted by what we could have become, a life that we could have had, and instead we just listen to the whispers of a dream left behind. But not my dream because my dream has a voice, and no longer will it remain silent.

Dreams are a series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.

even when im down i kept everything to myself and when i couldnt hold back any longer the time comes for me to breakdown. no one seems to guide me.the only wish is to stand up again without any help.

2009-08-11T18:43:00.004+08:00

last call
-6.15pm

you have many gifts. but there is one special gift, above all others, that will give you everything you have only been dreaming of. you have everything within you that you have ever dreamed to be. youjust haven used your gifts and lived your real dreams for yourself. instead of the wand, use your mind. instead of just wishing, use your heart. instead of only dreaming, use the moments you have in front of you. its time to make you rlife work in every wonderful way. use the gifts, and you will live your dreams. when you live your dreams, you can do anything.

2009-08-09T10:09:00.004+08:00

Singapore (Chinese: 新加坡; pinyin: Xīnjiāpō; Malay: Singapura; Tamil: சிங்கப்பூர், Cingkappūr), officially the Republic of Singapore, is an island city-state located at the southern tip of the Malay Peninsula, lying 137 kilometres (85 mi) north of the equator, south of the Malaysian state of Johor and north of Indonesia's Riau Islands. At 710.2 km2 (274.2 sq mi), Singapore is a microstate and the smallest nation in Southeast Asia. This is orders of magnitude larger than Monaco and Vatican City, the only other surviving sovereign city-states.

Before European settlement, the island now known as Singapore was the site of a Malay fishing village at the mouth of the Singapore River. Several hundred indigenous Orang Laut people also lived along the nearby coast, rivers and on smaller islands. In 1819, the British East India Company, led by Sir Stamford Raffles, established a trading post on the island, which was used as a port along the spice route. Singapore became one of the most important commercial and military centres of the British Empire, and the hub of British power in Southeast Asia.

During the Second World War, the British colony was occupied by the Japanese after the Battle of Singapore, which Winston Churchill called "Britain's greatest defeat". Singapore reverted to British rule in 1945, immediately after the war. Eighteen years later, in 1963, the city, having achieved independence from Britain, merged with Malaya, Sabah, and Sarawak to form Malaysia. However, the merger proved unsuccessful, and, less than two years later, it seceded from the federation and became an independent republic within the Commonwealth of Nations on August 9, 1965. Singapore was admitted to the United Nations on September 21 of that year.

Since independence, Singapore's standard of living has risen dramatically. Foreign direct investment and a state-led drive to industrialization based on plans drawn up by the Dutch economist Albert Winsemius have created a modern economy focused on industry, education and urban planning. Singapore is the 5th wealthiest country in the world in terms of GDP (PPP) per capita. In December 2008, the foreign exchange reserves of this small island nation stood at around US$174.2billion. The Singapore government, with approval from the President, announced in March 2009 that it would tap into her official reserves for the first time ever, and withdraw some S$4.9 billion. The funds were then used as part of the S$20.5 billion resilience package unveiled by Finance Minister Tharman Shanmugaratnam on 5 February 2009. As of January 2009, Singapore's official reserves stands at US$170.3 billion.

In 2009, the Economist Intelligence Unit ranked Singapore the tenth most expensive city in the world in which to live—the third in Asia, after Tokyo and Osaka. The 2009 Cost of Living survey, by consultancy firm Mercer, has ranked Singapore similarly as the tenth most expensive city for expatriates to live in.

The population of Singapore is approximately 4.86 million. Singapore is highly cosmopolitan and diverse with Chinese people forming an ethnic majority with large populations of Malay, Indian and other people. English, Malay, Tamil, and Chinese are the official languages.

Singapore is a parliamentary republic, and the Constitution of Singapore establishes representative democracy as the nation's political system. The People's Action Party (PAP) dominates the political process and has won control of Parliament in every election since self-government in 1959.

today marks the 44th years of independence for singapore
through the 44 years,
we experience new things, we learn new things, we hope for new things
as singaporeans,
we must be proud of our own country
the country that promotes peace and unity
compare the peace and unity we had in singapore with other countries in the world
we sure were grateful about it
we are unique
we have our singlish, we have placing tissue to book a place
we are really unique
thats why we are called uniquely singapore=]

im proud to be a singaporean
i wish singapore the best years ahead
im sure singapore will do well in years ahead
i ♥ you singapore

2009-08-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

Successful decision making is at the heart of life. Decisions confront us all from the moment we rise in the morning until we fall asleep at night. How well we cope with them not only affects what we do in life, the path we take, but also our success in the ventures we undertake.

Greater understanding of the decision making process would not only help with decisions, both great and small, but also have a huge and important impact on our life in general.

It is only when we look at things in life a little more closely that we see how easily things are taken for granted.

there is ONE DECISION that can change your life for the better, forever. when you make this ONE DECISION, you step into the life you've dreames of - a life of adventure, commitment, and fulfillment of your heart's desires. your ONE DECISION will be the breakthrough to this life, the turning point that leads you from where you've been to who you can become. let your one decision be the light that guides you to a life of MORE - more of everything you truly desire.
life is the sum of all your choices.

the best day of 2009
the day that all of us enjoyed
it was really fun

woke up today, rushed to collect the curry puffs and samosa that i've ordered
i dont know why, but i rushed like hell to school
maybe because i have yet to get my english compre done which must be handed up today
reached school and took the superbly tiring staircase up
by the time i reached my class, i was sweating like mad
quickly settled down and look for answers for the compre summary
while rushing through the work, GARY ANG came and pass me a box of chocolate
omg...he is so SWEET!!
i love you lar!
with the help of LINA NUR LYANA, i was able to get it done before assembly
im so happy
morning assembly as per normal
for the first ever time, we said the pledge with pride=]=]=]=]
haha
then had to listen to the national message, which i didnt listen because i was busy talking to zahin ;
plus fadhli supplied peanuts for us to eat while listening to the message
after the message, everyone had to stand up and wave to the mr FIRDAUS for whatever reasons
though we look like idiot doing it=/
after assembly, went back to class for temperature taking and reflection
'what make you a Singaporean?'
how are we going to ans that?
it takes one's deep thought to find the answer
after crapping the reflection, we begin the party
unfortunately, an inconsiderate teacher call us out to check our cca record
wtf.
and even scolded us
wtf.
shut up man
im glad im leaving the school soon!
sheesh.
ran back to class to join the party
the party had already started
they wanted to play musical chair, but i back out
it took a super long time to end the game!
after the game, we had a sing-along and dance session
we danced to nobody and sorry sorry, the two popular songs
then we had a sweet union session of the whole class
it was really nice seeing everyone happy even ms lee
sadly, we had to end the party
but im very sure, everyone of us had enjoyed ourselves so much
though we may have had small matters between us,
we are all in this together!

left school with LINA, SARAH HUDA and ISABELLE ANG.
planned to go town
so i went home immediately, while they make their way straight to orchard
bathe, changed and zoomed out to orchard
met them at this fashion, far east.
walked around with LINA while the two ladies tried out clothings
at 2.30pm, they left for home leaving me behind at orchard
furthermore, im supposed to meet someone
but in the end we decided to change the date
so, i walked around ION ORCHARD ALONE
it wasnt that bad
the only thing that i will always experience when im walking alone is;
i will always be lost
somehow, wherever i walked, i ended up at the same place
after getting tired of ION, decided to search for food
macdonald is outdoor so i decided not to eat
somehow i ended up at borders then suddenly at far east
whenever we do window shopping, we will ended up buying things
and yes indeed,
i bought a glod bangle which only cost 2 bucks
super cheap lar, thats why i bought
by the time i finish walking around, my feet hurts badly
so i decided to head back to yishun but i had to seat down for awhile before taking the train
reached yishun at 5.30pm, and its too early
so i walked around northpoint and ended at library
sat there till 7pm because my mom said no one at home
plus im tired of home, so i decided to stay outdoor
i wish i could just stay outdoors for 24 hours

the happiest day of my life

2009-08-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Decision making can be regarded as an outcome of mental processes leading to the selection of a course of action among several alternatives. Every decision making process produces a final choice.The output can be an action or an opinion of choice.From a psychological perspective, it is necessary to examine individual decisions in the context of a set of needs, preferences an individual has and values they seek.

Some of the decision making techniques that we use in everyday life include:
-listing the advantages and disadvantages of each option,
-flipping a coin, cutting a deck of playing cards, and other random or coincidence methods
-accepting the first option that seems like it might achieve the desired result

make the right decision,
dont regret later

im trying really hard
very hard
to accept what might be coming in the future

2009-08-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

There's A Hero,
if You Look Inside Your Heart,
you Don't Have To Be Afraid Of What You Are,
there's An Answer,
if You Reach Into Your Soul,
and The Sorrow That You Know Will Melt Away.

[Chorus]
and Then A Hero Comes Along,
with The Strenght To Carry On,
and You Cast Your Fears Aside And You Know You Can Survive,
so When You Feel Like Hope Is Gone,
look Inside You And Be Strong,
and You'll Finally See The Truth That A Hero Lies In You.

it's A Long Road,
when You Face The World Alone,
no One Reaches Out A Hand For You To Hold,
you Can Find Love,
if You Search Within Yourself,
and The Emptiness You Felt Will Disappear.

[Chorus]

lord Knows,
dreams Are Hard To Follow,
but Don't Let Anyone Tear Them Away,
hold On,
there Will Be Tomorrow,
in Time You'll Find The Way.

[Chorus]

that A Hero Lies In.....You______
ooohh That A Hero Lies In.....You_____________

what more do i have to say?
im tired of all this bullshit
dont you get it?
im not a dumb stupid girl who you can mess with
i have brains
God gave me brains to think
i know what i want,
and i know what i should not do
you dont seemed to understand me
give me a break
gosh.
sheesh.
facing you everywhere i go,
makes me feels like an idiot
you are the one who made me feel like an idiot
i want my old life back
there is no chances left
im sorry
you tired so hard,
but you never played the right card.
You lead me along,
tried to make me feel like I belong,
i hate feeling trapped
let me out
im begging
I hate to be blame for the things I didn’t do
I hate to hurt someone, especially you.
I hate to do this, but what else can I do?

2009-07-31T17:24:00.001+08:00

still water runs deep

because im so stupid and such a fool
my eyes dont see nobody but you
even though i know you love someone else
you could never know the pain that i felt

no mood to blog
i hate to use hotmail to blog lar.
argh.

blog soon

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2009-07-26T12:59:00.002+08:00

you cant use money to buy one's heart.
im too silly, my tears cant stop falling.
looking at your back is also happiness to me.

2009-07-23T21:32:00.003+08:00

three people can keep a secret if two
dies
-muhd fadhli bin r harianto

a ridiculous day
here is the story
came smiling to school alone
first time, i didnt sweat that badly
did some work while fooling around
lessons went on as per normal
three periods of biology,
but it was ok
physics was the best!
the energy was SUPERBLy high!
end of school
did homework with ISA for awhile
we give up doing the pre-test cause we dont know how to do
went to the canteen to disturb the people there
until ISA told me that she want to go home
so i followed her out of school
met FADHLI at the foyer and he came with us
i didnt know what is happening
so i just walked out of school smiling
and smiling
and smiling
even FADHLI, who was walking behind me, knows that im smiling
ISA said she wanted to go pasar malam so i just said "ok"
i didnt know they were lying to me
they had a plan
when we reached the pasar malam,
ISA went up the over-head bridge
i stupidly followed
when we reached the MRT station,
i know something isnt right
we went up to the platform,
and waited for the train towards Marina Bay (yes, Marina Bay)
met mrs liu
and i still dont know what is happening
the train came and we hop on
i asked them what is happening,
and they said; it was hot, so we took train to cool down
and i believe them (how stupid)
in the train, i felt the pain in my mouth for smiling non-stop
when we reached Ang Mo Kio,
i followed them from the back
they brought me to the lift which is brought us to the 4th level
that was when i realized; 4th level: cinema
yes, they planned to watch movie
ISA wanted to watch Ice Age 3 at 5pm and it was only 4pm when we arrived
so they waited for me to make my decision
and FADHLI tried to persuade me by saying that i need a break from studies
haha, actually, i know i want to watch,
BUT
i made them wait for 45 mins for the answer
smart huh?
we stared at each other for 45 mins
tried many times calling Salim because i needed to ask someone if i should watch a movie
sadly, he didnt picked up
haha
at 4.45pm , FADHLI being the only boy bought the tickets
for once, i saw him as a big brother!!
watched the movie in 3D
we discovered that the left eye is green while the right eye is red
before the movie start,
there was a cute song,
it was something like
"there were three best friends that you will never had,
the friends that will never leave you"
it was really cute because they were three of us,
indirectly, it was refering to us
the movie was quite good and cute!
unfortunately, the girl behind me keep kicking my chair
i enjoyed the show
and FADHLI you were right... i felt the release of my stress
the show ended at 7pm +
FADHLI was sniffing since we left the cinema
me and ISA dropped off at Yishun while FADHLI dropped off at Khatib
i rushed home because it was almost time for me to break my fast
reached home 7.15pm, waited for 2 min to have my dinner

yes,
ISABELLE ANG JIA JUN and
MUHD FADHLI BIN R HARIANTO
i enjoyed myself
thank you !!!
p.s: my mouth is sealed for whatever happens thats now=]
hehe.
fadhli: i will return you the 2 bucks tmr. remind me

to aliff...
hey boy! dont be sad kays?
enjoy your day tmr...
its your birthday.
its time for you let loose of the tension and have fun
every birthday is the beginning of new chances and opportunities
take this opportunity and live your life to the fullest
im sorry if i cant celebrate with you
we will meet next week, ya?
please
Happy Birthday Aliff!!
best wishes ahead!

2009-07-22T21:00:00.004+08:00

two people can keep a secret if one dies...
-muhd fadhli bin r. harianto

im very happy.
finally, malay is over
one subject down six more subjects to go
i can do it!

malay o level listening comprehension was FUN!!
it wasnt difficult.
we were released at 1.05pm
pity fadhli because he couldnt find his friends,
so "went around" looking for his friends.
they were no where to be found
so i left fadhli alone in the canteen crying while i went to pasar malam to get my lunch with amirah, ivonne and susanty
we walked around pasar malam,
and the food wasnt appetizing
we stood that for a long time before deciding to buy the fried noodle and goreng pisang
returned back to school
stopped by the guard to take temperature
finally, the school is empty
rest at the canteen before consuming
chatted with fattah
talk eat talk eat
and got bored
prank call fadhli and asked him to return to school because im bored
and yes, he did
so kind of him huh?
he came with zahin
joked around, sing, irritate them till 4pm
temperature taking again
proceed to 3B2 classroom
waited for half an hour before the exam starts
but the half an hour was FUN
we were listening to 89.7fm
they played 4 songs, and 3 of the songs i know
so i was happily singing to it, shaking my legs and smiling
kepadanya-taufik batisah & hady mirza
sebelas januari-unknown
puspa-ST12
after the exam is over,
i felt so happy because its finally over

its time to reflect
had a heart to heart session with ms lee in the morning
and it really left me with a deep mark
its time to reflect

2009-07-19T12:59:00.002+08:00

Jiwa terseksa
Hina terasa
Berikan ku pelita
Hadirkan cahaya

Ku masih tertanya
Kemana arahku
Untuk hidup di dunia
Beriku pertanda

Chorus:

Wahai manusia
Sedarlah dirimu
Hidup di dunia, hanya sementara
Dekatkan diri padaNya

Biar terluka
Hapuskan sangsi mu
Ialah petunjuk buat segalanya
Arahkan diri padaNya

oooh...oooh...
Arahkan dirimu...
KepadaNya

Bridge:
Dan bila kau tertanya
Kemanakah hala jalan, hidupmu
Ialah jawapan, untukmu

bagaimanakah kita dapat memperbaiki akhlak serta mencapai ke tahap akhlak yang paling mulia? pertama sekali, hendaklah kita berusaha mengenali dan memahami identiti kita sendiri. adakah selama ini kita telah benar-benar faham dengan segala apa yang telah diperintahkan oleh Allah s.w.t. kepada kita? apakah kita telah berusaha untuk mengerjakan apa yang disuruh oleh Allah s.w.t. dan meninggalkan segala apa yang diperintah oleh Allah s.w.t untuk meninggalkannya? ataukah kita hanya memilih sebahagian daripada perintah Allah s.w.t. serta meninggalkan yang lainnya? adakah akhlak kita terhadap diri sendiri dan orang di sekililing kita menepati apa yang disukai oleh Allah s.w.t. dan Rasul-nya? atau adakah kita hanya mengikuti tren masa kini tanpa mengira sama ada ia sesuatu yang diredai Allah s.w.t. ataupun tidak?

im so proud of myself for reaching early today for my religious class
i was too lazy to wake up early,
so i woke up at 7.45 am, quick bath and left the house at 8.15am
rushed to the mosque.
amazingly, i reached at 8.40am
late for 10 min, but class have yet to start
there are only 4 of us
i usually reached at 9am where everyone has arrived
goody toot girl for today
AND...
i listened during lesson
somehow everyone was happy today,
so we enjoyed and listened to the lesson
not bad...
i wonder how next week would be?

2009-07-18T12:12:00.004+08:00

yesterday was the most relaxing day
came superbly early today because my watch was faster by 15 mins.
so i went to rush to school
stupid me
had PE, and hell yea, PE was super tiring.
played frisbee but at the end of the period we only manage to 1-0
how lousy are we?
VERY LOUSY
after PE was three periods of biology
three periods of biology wasnt that bad as expected
it was cool in ITR1 so i was oookkkkk=]
after recess was lesson-free
only did RICH.
thats all for the day
we only had our heads working for biology
how fun right?
if only its like this everyday..

after school, rushed home to bath!!
went out to meet siying for lunch
ate my beloved mac spicy at mac
headed to library to find books by jodi picoult but couldnt find any
saw four gundus; fadhli, salim, ismady and azman
they were standing from above to watch MJ-crap
we went to explore the whole of northpoint
northpoint is super cool now
after walking for 20 mins, send siying off
and i came back to the library to pay my fine and borrow books
the four gundus are still there
after borrowing two books,
decided to head to khatib to buy things for my sis after realizing that there is three boys stalking me
i was in the 811 bus when i saw the four gundus walking towards 811
unfortunately, met them again at khatib
as usual, they are making some stupid noise and making a fool of myself
after talking to them for 40 sec, went to take 812 and headed to somewhere else=]
haha
at end, chatted with fattah and salim
crazy chat. haha
i enjoyed yesterday
its crap lar

i need my dearest modern knights to contact me asap.
urgent is about aliff's birthday...

leavemewillyou?

2009-07-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

Many thoughts and words never seem to be written, as our hearts desire to share them, are lost, within, our grasp not knowing why...

I'm tired
I'm tired of never being good enough.
I'm tired of faking smiles.
I'm tired of being yelled at.
I'm tired of being belittled.
I'm tired of dissapointing people.
I'm tired of being a failure.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep.
I'm tired of being judged.
I'm tired of being labled.
I'm tired of hating my reflection.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of nearly sleepless nights.
I'm tired of having an appetite.
I'm tired of having my words twisted.
I'm tired of being a scapegoat.
I'm tired of being tired.
I'm tired of being tired.
I'm just tired.

im really tired of everything
i need a break
i need a rest from everything
including...

2009-07-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

2009-07-10T15:56:00.004+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

forgiveness is putting aside feelings of anger, guilt and bitterness towards oneself or others caused by mistakes, failures or betrayal. knowing what forgiveness means and learning how to forgive is important in achieving inner peace.

forgiving ourselves or someone who has hurt or betrayed us can be one of the most difficult things to do. sometimes, it may not be possible to right a wrong we have done, and at other times our apology may not be accepted. often, being able to forgive takes time. no matter how difficult it may be, we all need to be able to put the guilt and hurt behind us and to forgive ourselves or others for mistakes.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking

it doesnt matter how hurted or broken your heart may seem
what lies behind those pains are lesson that we should learnt from
every lesson learnt is a step ahead to be a more successful person
because,
we are responsible for ourself
we are in-charge for ourself
its our life,
its our choice
its one's future

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.
One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal
One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.
One step must start each journey.
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true,
One life can make a difference,
It's all up to oneself to plan its future!

to love someone doesnt mean to make them yours

but first, ask yourself,
do you really love someone?
what is the meaning of love?
to have a great affection for a person or thing
what is the meaning of infatuation?
A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction
is it really love or is it just another stupid childish feeling you have for someone?
being in love is not the best choice
being in love is the same as being prepared to face difficulties
loving someone is not only about the word love
but,
your ability to take care of your partner
your ability to make your partner feeling secure
your ability to take things in your hand maturely
your ability to show others that you understand the meaning of love
love is not about gifts
receiving gifts very often shows how much you dont understand the meaning of love
yes some may say, gifts maybe a sign of love
but if you really think deeply,
does your partner appreciate all gifts?
or does your partner would rather have your presence?

love is not blind, it only hides the reality of life

There once was a time if I just closed my eyes,
I could see us together as one.
But after these years of growing apart,
I can see that dream is done.
You were the one who knew me inside and out,
And always knew just what to say.
Any problems I had would disappear,
When you said it would all be okay.
There was always a special connection with us,
And these days it seems to be gone.
Whatever we had died a long time ago,
But it's just so hard to move on.
Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes,
You never noticed a thing.
There were nights I laid awake and thought,
Of the love our friendship could bring.
No matter how hard I've been trying,
The truth is so hard to see.
I guess it takes a while to let go,
Of something not meant to be.

wouldnt it be better just be friends?

what is the meaning of friendship?
When two people share a strong bond of mutual understanding,
respect and love it lays the foundation stone for an everlasting friendship.
This bond just gets stronger with time;
the trust between the two people grows and so does the attachment.
“The best mirror is an old friend.”
This friendship quote expresses the influences that our friends have on us.

A friend is someone we turn to,
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure,
For true friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone we laugh with,
Over little personal things,
A friend is someone we're serious with,
In facing whatever life brings.
A friend is someone who fills our lives,
With beauty and joy and grace.
And makes the world that we live in
A better and happier place!

Friendships are an important part of life to all of us.
We make friends, go through good times and bad,
but yet stay friends for life.
Friends are what make us "us".
the meaning of friendship lies within our hearts,
because true friendship can only be felt, and not expressed.
Something so pure and essential is not always visible to the eye,
but is felt by the heart.

end.

today was a little boring
for the past 4 days in school
all i knew was; i skipped 3 lunch!
mostly, i skipped breakfast but i will grab a bite during recess
not in the canteen but i will bring food to school
lunch is optional for me
sometimes, i just lost the appetite and i dont eat
its just so simple
returned home and wait till dinner
my first meal would be dinner
some people would say its not good,
but i cant help it
i just dont feel like eating

whenever i look at you,
i wish i could spend personal time with you like last year
just the two of us
i want to talk about everything in my world
can i?

when was the worst day of your life?
it was day when things didnt go as planned. things seemed to be crashing on. its the moment when i felt i've fallen down and i couldnt stand up anymore. it was so tough for me. how i wish i could just leave it alone. and moved on with live.

2009-07-09T17:49:00.003+08:00

i'll never let you part
for you always be in my heart

Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon

Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
[ Michael Jackson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon

Born to amuse
To inspire to delight
Here one day
Gone one night

Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon

firstly,
round of a applause because i succesfully upload the video on my blog!!!!!
*claps*
for all this while, M.FadhLi has been helping me to upload the video
except for the recent post,
which was uploaded by Muhd Salim
thank you so much M.FadhLi and Muhd Salim!!!
you ROCK la!

secondly,
i felt so stupid yesterday
i returned home early yesterday just because i wanted to watch Michael Jackson's memorial
after school,
went lunch with Isabelle Ang, Lina Nur Lyana and Sarah Huda
we had maggi noodles at blk 629
after that, we had the idea of eating ice cream
so we went to sheng siong,
bought ice cream tub (it was just a small tub)
plus; it was cheap! 2 for 3 bucks
then we went to mac and asked for 4 spoons
we sat at the bus stop happily eating the ice cream!
it was weird but unique
after finishing the ice creams, then we decided to go home
reach the empty home
rest, and bathe quickly
by 5.30pm, i was already facing the tv
sat there watching the memorial till 9.30pm
well. they keep repeating the same scene over and over again
but it was ok.
honestly, i shed a tear for Michael Jackson
though for all this while,
his death did not affect in me any way,
somehow, yesterday, i felt it
and yes, the tears came
goodbye Michael. RIP.

thirdly,
i have decided
i shall take care of my health starting from today
is not that i didnt take care of myself for all this while
i didnt pay much attention to it
i've realized that i just wasted 3 valuable days last week
i had to sleep the whole day
i couldnt even read anything
that 3 days, i've planned to do my revision
in the end, i had to 'postponed' my revision
and it really sucks
i declare that i shall take good care of myself from now on
p.s. i have yet to recover fully. im still have a weird voice.

forthly,
i flunk my malay oral, seriously
i couldnt think of good ideas to help me in the conversation
sheesh
waited for 1 hour for my turn
during the wait, it was quite ok
wasnt that tension cause we talked crap
but when it was my turn,
i felt so cold and my stomach hurts
and i prayed
hope at least my marks help me in some ways

lastly,
it really feels weird
im running away from meeting people in school
is not that im anti-social
is just that i dont want...
didnt spent my recess with claire and wimi anymore
stuck upstairs at the 4th level
plus, i dont like coming early to school too
thats the reason why im always late
AND..
unfortunately, i met mrs Tan on my way up yesterday
it was already 7.27am
i was late. and she stopped me asking me some questions
next, she speak through the PA system hoping that students will come at 7.20am
yes, i know you are refering to me
ya la. i get it...
yada.

im in the mood to blog since yesterday
thats why my post is LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
hehe

When was the happiest day of your life?
it was my 16th birthday. i went to exercise with some of my friends on my birthday. mostly, my days are brighten up by friends. they are the ones that made a smile to me, they are the ones that brought joy, happiness and colours in my life. they are the place where i feel belonged and relaxed. i always have fun time with them. they never fail to make me laugh with their funny side.

Anti-Water Pollution Commercial From Hong Kong

2009-07-07T21:19:00.001+08:00

2009-07-07T20:35:00.004+08:00

finally out of the house and went to school
i miss going out
have been staying at home because of my sickness
im being socially responsible for my sickness and practicing social distancing=]
good girl huh?
but sadly, i couldnt do anything at home
i miss my tuition and my religious class
but im on the road to recovery
just left with a few more pieces of flu stuck=]
haha
i will be well by tmr=]

im trying to work hard on my malay
two more days to my MALAY O LEVEL ORAL
im speaking in malay now...

listen during biology lesson
biology is very interesting
and we learned about water pollution today
sadly, the people living in the world does not appreciate the world
you are given the chance to live in this world
not for long before you knew it that you will be leaving this world
why not play a part in keep the world clean?
in singapore, the waters are cleaning
but in other developing countries,
they are experiencing dirty, disgusting water that contains different kind of chemicals in it
do NOT litter anything to the water ways
think about others who are less fortunate than us.
please.

2009-07-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

im really sick
though i dont have fever,
but my head is spinning badly,
sore throat is getting better but my cough is getting worse
and my flu is still here
haish
missed tuition today
i have to go for make up tmr
i cant miss this lesson
we are going to learn new chapter on kinematics
and i really need that lesson because i dont understand what the hell was taught in school
help
sickish.

2009-07-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

this is a story of somebody, nobody, everybody and anybody

there
was an important job to be done
and everybody was asked to
do it

everybody was sure somebody
would do it
everybody could have done it, but nobody did it

somebody got
angry about that because it was
everybody's job

everybody thought anybody
could do it
but nobody realized that everybody wouldnt do it

it ended up that everybody blamed somebody
when
actually, nobody asked anybody

-unknown author

school have started
im slowly adapting to the "environment"
first week is always feeling tired
but i have decided,
i shall be focus starting next week

week ahead,
tuesday and wednesday would be SCI rehearsal
expected to return home late and feeling tired
thursday is SPA PYSICS EXAM and MT O LEVEL ORAL EXAM
fingers crossing each other....
i hope i will do an excellent job for my dearest ORAL exam,
as i've flunk my paper 1 and paper 2
if i had to do,
i will retake
but im hoping i dont need to retake
believ in yourself babe=]
friday will be Student Council Investiture
it has been postponed due to the need to have social distancing
it was just last weekend when i text othman (former opss student) about the postponed date of SCI.
and he replied me,
what does it mean by social distancing?
and yada, i had to explain
it would be my last SCI
though i've stepped down from council;
but im not officially stepped down yet.
it would be a little emotional a bit in the beginning
but to think ahead,
i've got to focus on my studies
plus, it has been a roller coster ride in the council
but im proud to say something...
the noticebord in the council room;
is sincerely done nicely by NURHAZIQAHBTROSIDIN!!!
im so happy lar!
i will take pictures of it soon=]
i will miss OPSS Student Council!

i can feel the heat of O LEVEL now!
i've planned out a schedule
im so gonna focus and follow my timetable strictly
basic rule for me;
stay back in school till 4.30pm to do all homework
go home and bathe, dinner and off to study!
i might not reply to some of your msg
if you want, call my house lar
it easier to get my attention for you

im down with flu and sore throat since yesterday
but im still safe
im not down with fever yet
but i do recall,
the same day last year
i fall sick too
but that was because i just came back from Thailand=]
im hoping to recover by sunday
i need to fully recover for my exams next week

recalling term 3 week 1...
i miss a lot of my friends
im so happy that i've finally met my friends
im craving for those crapy moments in class
4S2 has been even more happier
ms lee is cute..
haha
expected to stay back more often for remedials
though it is just the first week,
but we had to stay back for remedials on the first day of school
its all for our own good...
honestly, i have been enjoying my week in school
i love coming to school late
haha
im always reaching class almost 7.25am
trying very hard to come early=]
met the people that can make me laugh
and,
i found out on monday that ismady is cute (from far only)
saw all the different hair cuts and new hair styles..
week 1 has been fun!

but honestly,
june holiday hasnt been the best
i didnt enjoy a single bit during the holiday
and...
i dont know why...
i dont miss my friends badly
i only miss talking on the phone with my irritating partner but he does call me once in a while
thats all
sorry ah i didnt miss you, my friends..

oh yar!
i didnt go for my religious class last sun
i wasnt planning to go cause its parent teacher meeting
i was trying to avoid my mom from knowing it
but,
my dearest ustaz called on saturday night to remind my mom about
wth.
but phew,
my dad went
and as expected,
my ustaz told my dad that im always late for class
haha
got back my exam results, not that bad...
Quran: 34.5/50
Sirah: 64/100
Tauhid: 64/100
Ulum Quran/Hadis: 70/100
still have another semester exam...

im going off to bathe and do my homework before the day ends
yada =]

i sounded happy...
i dont know why...
i miss blogging=]

2009-06-25T22:40:00.005+08:00

blog tomorrow=]

One Last - Taufik Batisah

Never could imagine life without you
From the moment u walked into my world
Never know how long the loving flame could burn
But losing u has forced me to learn
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Chorus:
So let's have one last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for a while
And, cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's a scent of the rose
The smell of your perfume I supposed
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Baby even maybe we'll meet each other under a different sky
We can always share this one special things we shared
But it would be too much for us to be...
So let's have

So let's have one last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for a while
And, cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's a scent of the rose
The smell of your perfume I supposed
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

We both know...
It's better if we just let it go...

2009-06-21T14:19:00.004+08:00

op band performance wasnt that bad

it was quite good=]

goody job=]

why are you bothering me?

we have moved for 2 years already,

but you keep calling me every week

but when i text you, you wont reply me

can you just tell me what you really want?

for once, just reply to my text.

when i looked at you in the eyes,

i just realized how much i miss you

i miss those moments together

i miss all the chats we had on the phone

i miss your irritating side

im waiting for school reopens.

2009-06-17T15:53:00.001+08:00

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem,
Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles
and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again
If the jar was full...
They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand
And poured it into the jar..
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced
Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar,
effectively Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor,
As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost
And only they remained,
your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter
Like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else -- The small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,'
He continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are Important to you.
So...
Pay attention to the things
That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand.

' One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. '
I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

2009-06-15T22:12:00.008+08:00

no mood to blog
week 3 just started
half way through my homeworks=]
im so proud of myself for doing it=]
mugging all the way
planning to study outdoor as well=]

but you're just a boy
you wont understand how i feel
all i need is your hand to held on
thank you for all these while
you never fails to held strong for me

im glad i was not deeply in love with you
fadhli amd salim...im succesful!!

I am enclosed within my heart and my head my voice is loud within but silenced on the outside. With each fake word I say my heart breaks a little more. The person keeping me here is me watching every word I say and every thing I do the person that makes me inferior is you.

2009-06-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

if i have a wish
i wish for the best

2009-06-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

my back hurts
my legs hurts
good thing nothing else hurts
im beginning to feel bored these few days
so anyone who wishes to call me, you are welcome
haha
plus remedials are over
im superbly free

i've been alone lately
im losing all my appetite
have been skipping breakfast and lunch

its time for me to go for morning jog

im bored.
no mood to blog.

2009-06-07T17:58:00.002+08:00

do i have to keep quiet?
i have to be honest
i dont like being in this position
i know i have made a mistake
please
im begging you
let me go
i dont want hurt myself
i had enough of everything
please leave me alone
i tired of being in this position
i hate it
im not the type of person
i take back my words
im sorry

2009-06-05T22:53:00.004+08:00

today is the day that i have decided
i have decided to distant myself from you
it is not to break the friendship
but it is for my own good
i dont want to fall deeply for you
i want to focus on my studies now
i will no longer view your blog
i promise to drop by sometime
can we start all of again?

2009-06-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

happy birthday darling!!
hope the surprise was really a surprise=]
thought of really surprising you, but it failed
but really hope you enjoyed today=]

2009-06-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

A special post for the BIG birthday boy.

To my beloved beloved beloved best best best friend,
Muhd Salim bin Mohd

The person that i trusted the most
The person that i owe a lot of things
The person that never fails to be by me

Im sorry i cant celebrate your birthday with you today
We have our things to attend you
But i really hope you have enjoyed your day

If i could,
If i had more time,
I would have done something special for you
But i didn’t had the time
Plus life is getting tougher now
Hidup ini penuh dengan cabarannya

Now, that you are 16 yrs old
Do take good care of yourself
I know you can do well
I know you are a strong boy
Believe in yourself
Aim high
Its taking all the failure and learn from it
Never give up just because of one failure
You have other areas that you should be proud of
Im very sure,
You will go far=]

Thanks for all the memories from the past few years
From the day, i got to know
Till today, im glad to get to know you
Though we have went through tough times together
And sometimes it plays in my mind
I treasure those moments
Not all friendship is smooth
Though we have broken once,
Im glad that we managed to pull through

Thanks for always being there.
And showing me how much you care.
As my new life starts to unfold,
And I am learning how to take hold.
There are times I don't know what to do,
But I know I can always turn to you.

Thank you very much, Salim.

Once and for the last time,
Happy birthday to you !!
Best wishes ahead=]

2009-06-02T23:17:00.001+08:00

Words - Boyzone

Smile, an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you wrong
Cause that would bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say...
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Talk, in everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

[CHORUS, repeat]

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now, my love
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

2009-06-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

finally MALAY O LEVEL is OVER

im not very confident about it though

guess i screwed it up again

just two more months to the result.

blog some other days

not in the mood to be happy

happy birthday my dearest KENNY!

2009-05-31T12:44:00.002+08:00

tmr is the BIG DAY for everyone
O LEVEL MT paper is tmr
i wanna do VERY WELL for it
i dont want to disappoint myself
and also teachers who have put in alot of effort in us
have faith in myself
I CAN DO IT!

isabelle ang,
i want to eat more ice cream!

went to eat ice cream with isabelle ang yesterday before tuition
met her 30 mins earlier before tuition
reached at mac ard 3.15pm
sat with fad while waiting for isabelle
then she came and bought mc flurry
it was SUPERBly delicious
i love it!
after tuition, met fad again
isabelle had to go,
left me and fad
followed him to buy durian
he asked a dumb people like me to choose durian
after that, send him home
while i headed to northpoint to get my dinner

i want to EAT ICE CREAM!!!

2009-05-31T12:38:00.002+08:00

selamat tinggal aku ucapkan kepada mu

semua jasa baikmu tidak akan aku lupakan

kata-kata terakhir mu sering bermain di gegendang telingaku

setiap 'syarahan' yang pernah aku dengar darimu,

amat aku hargai

ia membuat aku sedar betapa banyak lagi benda yang harus aku pelajari

persahabatan kita selalu 4 tahun ini amat bermakna

ingin aku katakan...

tidak dapat aku membalas jasa baikmu

jika ada kesempatan lagi,

kita akan bertemu

terima kasih cikgu johari bakar

2009-05-27T21:33:00.003+08:00

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
losing everyone around you
in such little time.
I try not to worry since they're left in the past
but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It's hard
to hide behind this frown,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a
breakdown.
I've lost everyone that meant the world to me.
All I have
left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them
back.
But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.

I'm tired of feeling
like this everyday.
I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness
to show nothing's wrong.

I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in
vain.

I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then
you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Troubles ran like
rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me
through my strife.

When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened
up your heart, and opened up the door.

We cried into night until the
early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.

As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and
my heart grew sick.

The day had arrived,
When it was time to say
goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.

it takes a great heart to make a great choice

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